GLAMOUR QUEEN

i jus deleted der post i written jus nw . wasnt happy .

went out todae ! FINALLY ! i've been a good gal staying at hm dis few days ! i helped my mom wif her housework . and oso i did some holi hw . and oso i did study fer phys . but i stil suck in it . so nvm la . practise makes perfect ! i mus somehow practise more ! WAKE UP LAYSS ! NO MORE SLACKING ! anyw dad din allow mi tu stay in s'pore while tey go genting and he insist on mi gg . wth . i realli hate my life rit nw ! sucks . dis word simply describes how my life is rit nw . im being controlled . im 15 gg on 16 . and stil tey treat mi lyk a 3 yr old kid . tink im stil young and innocent and everything oso donno . but i DON ! I DON OK ! ur don trust , respect and give mi enough freedom . dats wad i hate bout ur ! everything starts becos of ur not giving mi enough freedom . i cnt stay out late ur wil tink im doing smth bad . hanging wif gangs . i cnt stay at hm alone . cos ur scare our hse will be robbed ! or smth wil happen tu mi . i rather stay in my house and study rather den go genting ! fancy telling mi tu tke my books dere and study ! no use la . might as well play and waste tym and in der end DROP PHYS LA ! ur look down on mi mahs . i cnt succeed in phys ! ya i cnt ! so wat ? im not A FAILURE stil ! *feelings shit tu der core !*

met up wif my best pals in my pri sch . tey are realli der best ! i stil love them stil ! and when being wif them i'll recalled wad we did in pri sch . alot of fun stuff and activities ! we love tu lyk dis idol or dat idol , chat together , go each other hse and eat maggie mee and stuff . i miss those days ! those days whr i don nid tu tink so much and i cn carry on wif my life as free as possible. not lyk now ! anyw ya we went causeway and acc steph tu get some stuff of her work things and we went off tu plaza . jus walk ard plaza and realise it has changed damn much ler ! not lyk der old one . but i find it kinda funny cos tey build cafe cartel down dere ! and so i was lyk dis kinda cafes shld be in town not here . lol . ya jus went ard looking fer my new costmetic pounch . but din find any so nvm . went tu eat at yoshinoya whr step works and we ate as we watch her work. hahas and i dirtied der whole floor . and sorry ya steph . din mean it anyway . den went off tu lot wif yvonne .

saw mun when i was on der bus and she's down at der bus stop . tink she waiting fer eunice . and went off tu lot . wanted tu buy some stuff end up nvr buy . so im gonna buy my shorts and smth tmr~ mayb i'll jus go lot alone and buy my stuff . ya loves shopping alone at tyms lyk dis . went off tu find mun and she was stil dere . she's so tanned now ! so nice can . ya den chatted all der way till 7 plus wif her and i went off and she went tu eunice hse . and reach hm watch tv till 10 and now im blogging . my mood is tu shit now ! don wann continue anymore . wann slp !

`im tired cos ur don understand mi at all ! ur find it weird why i don gif attitude tu my frens . der reason is simple . cos tey understand mi . tey understand who im and oso respect mi . but wad bout ur ? ur don trust mi and stuff . and dats why i oso in turn gained der trust and respect frm my frens . and dats why i treasure them so much and i of cos wont gif them attitude anyhow . when im wif them my worries all gone. i cn be who i wan tu be . i cn luff lyk mad and play lyk wild . but wif ur ? hass i guess it wont be der same . and everytime i go out wif them . when i mus rush hm tey will oso rush hm wif mi . i realli wann them tu stay longer and so tey cn enjoy themselves . but tey rush off together wif mi . and seeing them do so i feel guilty i feel dat why i cnt stay longer . anyway i realli do dislike der life im leading now . i wanna cry ! cry it all out at once ! =/

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

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LAYSS is my name.life won't be fun without my dear lovers, girl/guyfriends & everyone! someone who loves to go crazy with her gfs. who hopes to travel around the world and swim with the dolphins. she bears grudges though she knows its not good. being happy is wad she loves most. & of cause she loves to eat ! (:

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i love the sun, the sea and the beach! tanning sessions with gfs! chilling out with big mama (: im a shopaholic! i can shop for hrs i LOVEEE to sleeeppp (:

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all the bitter food & herbal teas hate being disturbed when im sleeping =x waiting for a very long time

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hopes for world peace.well being of my loved ones.to see the real santa clus!to be able to swim with the dolphins and to see shooting stars =)

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