GLAMOUR QUEEN

santa i've been good and all i wan fer xmas is ..... dis is hot nw . everyone wants smth fer xmas . me too ! i hope i haf lotsa money and buy wad i wan , pass my o's , be hardworking , be slimer , grow taller ABIT , peace in country , wellness of my frens and family blah blah blah . so mani things and some can come true while some are impossible i guess . lol . *stop dreaming layss !* wake up ! =)

but recently lotsa of things happen . and sometimes i wish dat i could jus be in a dream and when i wake up all der bad ones are gone . cos dreams aint forever dere . tey will be broken once u open ur eyes frm ur slp . sometimes when things are gg bad fer me , i jus wish im in a dream . yeas in a dream . why ? cos den everything is not so real and true . and once i wake up everything will jus be a past . however in real world everything is real and so true . so true till der extend dat sometimes i cant believe and don wann believe . truth makes us suffer at tyms . but sometimes it gives us happiness . well well . here i go agn . =x

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der day was average ! 5 upon 10 ! cos wasnt too bored nor hot . jus rit i guess ? i watched der modern version of jie da huan xi . hmms tey haf der old version rmb ya ? and nw changed tu modern one . kinda nice i can say . thou der storyline diff but love it too . spend der noon watching it . ended ard 2 plus . watch other channels . mom bought bro to swimming lessons . and i was supposed tu mit them later . so took my tym to prepare everything . got so fed up with sis's rm der air con ! drip a whole lot of water . and i hafta be der maid and help to clean up cos no one was at hm ! went to mit them and damnit i wasn't sure whether my ez link card stil haf any value . so i went to check it at der nearest lrt station . bloody long walk ! cos i din even haf a single cent wif mi . finally reached bus stop agn ! bus wasnt here ! 2 67 went by and finally 188 came ! on der way was raining hard . got dere and rain stopped . took cab wif mom and bro to boonlay to eat . had a yummylicious dinner . enjoyed der food . was damn nice ! and cheap ! went bck hm shortly .

charity show on ! din noe it until i on der tv . so watched it . guess it was ex fer der phone charges . der cheapest is 8 bucks and der other one is 38 bucks ! my gawd . tink rich ppl will be calling and calling . tey invited der president and his wife ! i guess tey don understand a single word . cos its all in chinese . wonder why tey invited them ? mayb respect ? ya shld be and must be . der performance by der 4 guys were gorgeous . all of them muscles everywhere ! and huang jun xiong was handsome !!!!!! he acted in some tv drama ages ago . but he's so handsome ! der one by kym ng and fren was not bad . i admire their patience and courage . and of cos their hardwork . =) overall 6/10 .

my eyes has been irritating me . cant stand it . so watery . water kip coming out . gonna rub and rub . once someone told me rubbing my eyes is bad fer eyesight . i guess der person shld noe who he/she is . well well i mus refrain myself frm rubbing too much ! don like it at all . my eyes will be spoilt one day .

january issue of teenage is out ! and guess wad peeps ? dere's dis huge poster of JAY CHOU ! i mean damn HUGE ! and can see those little pores of his on his face . and i pasted it in my rm near my table . took lotsa of pics wif jay . hahas im sick . fancy taking pic wif a guy in a poster ? lol . LAYSS MUST BE MAD ! anyw grab it while stock last ! =)

xmas is coming . booHOO . im in genting on der 23rd tu 25th ! carn enjoy counting down wif my frens on der 24th ! well well nvm den . shld be gg out on der 25th . and aft xmas dere comes my big day .

-BIG DAY-
worried fer my big day-27/12 . some of u may noe wad it is . i hope dat everything will go on smoothly . cos i've been down on luck . and mayb i'll fail ? who noes la . seriously i got confidence on der outside but in dere is 0% . shall bring my dear turtle BOOBOO on my BIG DAY ! hope BOOBOO pray fer mi . =) ppl kept telling me go fer it layss ! but i fear wad comes out or evern when it ends . i will end up like a water fountain . when sometimes i tried working hard but der outcomes doesnt go my way . i've no confidence of fighting . =(

recently i've been sleeping late . 2 or 3 plus den i'll go slp . sometimes when im bored jus play pool to kip mi accompany . yeahs and play till 3 plus and im still awake ! i mus start sleeping earli and so when it is der day before sch reopens i wont haf sleepless nites . but nvm i guess first day of sch i wont be in class sleeping . im out wif my sec 1 stuff .

oh ya shikin sms-ed mi today . asking mi whether i still wan to be sc . hmms toking bout sc . i shld realli reflect on things dis yr . i guess im not a good gal afterall . dis yr started with so many stuff . a new class . new tcher . new frens . and ya conflicts . and everything over . and yeahs dis is when i started to change alot in sch . i nvr seem to listen to her . cos i feel she's lyk a hippo . i start tu dislike her in many ways . but for studies i'll still listen cos i will nvr mix it wif personal feelings . we even din tok fer almost 2 days . i tok back to her . and to der extend she remove me frm my post . i noe its wad i shld deserve . cos i nvr realli respect her and tink deeply . i jus judge things on der surface . i created a mess . and one t helped mi . thx mR ! but some din trust me anymore . yeahs dis ia all i get cos i did somethings real wrong ! i regretted so much . well im a bad gurl -

yeahs but i too haf some happy tyms . dats when i found my TRUE frens . tey are real and TRUE to mi . i was so happy to found them . we shared many happy moments taking lotsa neos . buying bags,shoes,clothes and visit bugis everytym ! we helped each other and lead each other in tyms of need . we understand each other and dats why conflicts nvr broke out between us . EUNICE-YEEMUN-KOHWEI u guys rock my life . LOVERS 4 EVER ! no forgetting some peeps frm my class . mich,tiong,zhiling,naz,simi,shikin . tey are great too ! we are always frens ! =)

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

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LAYSS is my name.life won't be fun without my dear lovers, girl/guyfriends & everyone! someone who loves to go crazy with her gfs. who hopes to travel around the world and swim with the dolphins. she bears grudges though she knows its not good. being happy is wad she loves most. & of cause she loves to eat ! (:

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i love the sun, the sea and the beach! tanning sessions with gfs! chilling out with big mama (: im a shopaholic! i can shop for hrs i LOVEEE to sleeeppp (:

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all the bitter food & herbal teas hate being disturbed when im sleeping =x waiting for a very long time

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hopes for world peace.well being of my loved ones.to see the real santa clus!to be able to swim with the dolphins and to see shooting stars =)

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