GLAMOUR QUEEN

im suddenly in dat mood of blogging aft wad J and i chatted bout . i agree dat wad J said was rite . IT MAKES NO DIFFERENCE . to mi it realli means dis way . cos when i haf dat confidence to do and lead u guys well ,but u guys let mi down . i can and dare to say i was once a reserve player when i was in bmt when i was in pri sch . and i nvr got dat chance to play even if i train as hard as them . till when i got into sec sch i decided to continue on and try my best .

at first it was ok when i had those senoirs wif mi ard . and coach was having high hopes on mi . i felt dat i would play well and train hard . i told myself nvr to give up . and so i always look up to my senoirs and my coach who were playing well but then i realise i got into a team whr no one realli wans to work hard . they onli wan to play fer fun . and mi ? training so hard like an ox oso no use . but sttill i din give up . i continued and hoped dat der nxt batch would be better . and i will lead them well too .

dat new batch came in and they were consistent in trainings . and yeahs at first i tot everything was alright and they would be a good batch . things changed when they slacked and i found myself in a deep shit . stucked dere . cos even with them ard i feel so competition and everyone doesn;t train well . sometimes i jus blaem myself for being so unlucky . and whenever i play with them i would wish they would be like other sch gals . but hais they let mi down .

wheneve dere are matches and i see players frm all sch . i sigh alot cos i noe they all are united and trained and prepare well and come fer dis match . they would somehow listen to their coach and do well . and they are all so united . how i wish our team was so . and whenever we lost everyone was still ok in high spirits , i donno why . haf i failed as a leader? and whenever i see westwood name is being placed at last . i realli wanted to cry so much .

im passing out dis yr . and nxt up coming yr i donno how strong dat players are and how hard they trained . but one thing i noe i FAILED . cos i din lead my team well and everyone was not united and thus result in dis . and of cos i failed to bring glory to my sch . not even a single match . i FAILED .

whenever some other sports grp has won smth i feel so proud of them ,but to tink of it i feel so suck up cos so far we din manage to clinch any . somehow everytime i will always pray and hope their nxt match will be better . but it nvr change . well mayb dats how it shld be .

`to u guys - im not pin pointing anyone of ya . im jus blaming myself for being a failure in it . cos i nvr manage to get ur together and train . and of cos i failed as a leader . i jus hope in dat up coming batch ur can trained with them and do well fer our sch . one thing i regretted most before i passed out was when i din manage to win smth fer westwood . dats all guys all dat best!

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

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