GLAMOUR QUEEN

mani things happened recently.... i rmb saying that i h0pe that all that bad luck and stuff will p0ur and happen on me. it has come true.... im not a lucky-go-happy person... im just someone who needs to face up t0 reality n0w. i guess i have been in my dreamland... and all this things that happen was just dreams. when i wake up, it will all vanish... but seems like its n0 l0nger a dream anym0re... i realise its all facts and reality. all this things d0es happen. recently i felt such a great change in myself... i cant seem to accept myself t0o. if i cant accept myself h0w d0 i expect 0thers to d0 so? the change is great... i seemed to be different and very different. perharps this change is fated to be... mayb g0d has prepared and arranged this way and that my life will have to g0 this way... im t0ugh... ya many pe0ple wh0 kn0w me wil say...

"ya she's tough"

"ya of c0s so hyper"

"of c0s! if not how could she be bouncy"

"for sure, see her nick-bouncylayss"

m i realli a str0ng and t0ugh person? i can take on hardships... i guess im just t0ugh on that outside... in there im just a weakling.. in there i cry... i don't show out.. cos many people believe that im str0ng and i can pull thr0ugh... but s0metimes unknowingly i br0ke d0wn. mayb s0metimes i really cant take it s0 i broke down... im just me... a person... a living one... but s0on im g0nna be dead... t0rned and shattered... i've changed...believe it or n0t.

the day was fine... had tuiti0n.. i begin t0 realise i have a l0ng and tedious r0ad ahead fer mi to step 0n and take 0n... s0mehw i w0ke up...im g0nna get studying everyday... fr0m n0w on im jus me s0meone wh0 is just g0nna care b0ut o lvls onli.. had a l0ng nap... did s0me stuff and 0nline...went out to meet gary...g0t 3o bucks! =) went l0t waited fer mummy...went over to westmall...waited there for her till im fed-up,tired and hungry...went hm...da ba0 myself.... g0t to know that mun c0ming to take specs...br0ught her there...she went t0 take 172 t0 her aunt's place...went hm....decided t0 bl0g...here i m again...

im turning int0 a dead 0ne once again... i feel s0 dead... wad a great change over mi! i didn't want t0... it just happen..i just h0pe im fine and i w0n't affect any0ne...i need s0me time t0 get well... many things happen s0 i need to get well... to l0vers,friends and all: im fine.. u guys just let me be...i will be ok...if i suddenly bec0me to0 quiet jus let me be s0...i n0e if im falling ur will be there fer mi t0 fall on. =)

im beginning t0 believe once again... i kn0w and believe miracles starts t0 happen... *ur smile dread away all my tiredness* i l0ve they way u play, ur eyes when u're toking and ur smile... i can still g0 on. im believing...

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

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LAYSS is my name.life won't be fun without my dear lovers, girl/guyfriends & everyone! someone who loves to go crazy with her gfs. who hopes to travel around the world and swim with the dolphins. she bears grudges though she knows its not good. being happy is wad she loves most. & of cause she loves to eat ! (:

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i love the sun, the sea and the beach! tanning sessions with gfs! chilling out with big mama (: im a shopaholic! i can shop for hrs i LOVEEE to sleeeppp (:

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all the bitter food & herbal teas hate being disturbed when im sleeping =x waiting for a very long time

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hopes for world peace.well being of my loved ones.to see the real santa clus!to be able to swim with the dolphins and to see shooting stars =)

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Designer: michelle.
Codes: geraldine.