GLAMOUR QUEEN

``i made a BIG fuss outta nothing at all! i hate myself. i truely hate myself alot and alot now. even if i cant accept myself h0w do i expect 0thers to? and when i made such BIG fuss otta nth! i admit my temper is VERY short and BAD! i've changed to dat worst. worst till i cant even accept myself. this 2 days i tink thru mani stuff. i shed mani tears. i endure mani countless pain. i've been scolded. been everything! and now i realise dat i'v been taking mani mani stuff for granted. i need to change. and take things not for granted anymore.. i must learn and learn how to stand on my own. i cant be in this state anymore. and im s0rry to my DEAREST BABE:ET -im sorry fer casuing u cry fer today. fer making such unhappiness existing between us. i n0e u wan to be down fer mi. i didn't told ur and ur didn't noe. im s0ry babe! i've woekn up. all this while it has been a NIGHTMARE. and nvr m i g0nna turn bck and to this NIGHTMARE anymore. this has left mi with scars. and nvr NVR will i turn bck! i will carry on life ahead and walk t0wards my destiny. dats wad i wann. S0RRY BABE! WE ARE ALWAYS LOVERS AND NVR APART! =) to xian aiai,koh,ben and th0se who care: i realli wann say a BIG BIG thanks to u guys. cos in my hart u guys are dat bEST! and thx fer standing by mi. hearing mi pour out my sorrows. thx once agn. even mun whose absent today. thx to u BABE! =))

im glad cos once agn things are fine now =)

i can breathe n0rmally and nvr turn bck.

dat day was BAD. i didn't wanna say why anym0re. c0s if u n0e den n0e if u d0n den dats n0 need fer u to n0e oso. =/ aft sch went fer SL pre camp training. things were fine. can see potential ones. and oso g0t bonded kinda closer to SL gals ler. we even discuss pms stuff. how sickening can we get? lols. went t0 eat and g0t pissed by s0me sickening ppl! i mean if u don wann to be a leader den fine! forget it ok! its none of our business. we are not dat ones in charge! if u don feel happy den find marcus and not US! pls don anyhow vent ur bloody anger on us! =x went hm with ben. and saw chien and i g0t my FIRST EVER RIDE ON A MERCEDES CAB! wah shuang dao.... and dat was a realli different ride frm normal ones. u can feel dat speed and everything! and its jus 2o cents more! nxt time i will pamper myself to it agn! thx chien! take care ben! =))

once agn! everything is over. and i can finally breathe easily. being happy as ever! dats wad i wish fer everyday! nxt wk im gg for camp! enjoy myself dere. yeahs and train hard sec 3's! =D

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

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LAYSS is my name.life won't be fun without my dear lovers, girl/guyfriends & everyone! someone who loves to go crazy with her gfs. who hopes to travel around the world and swim with the dolphins. she bears grudges though she knows its not good. being happy is wad she loves most. & of cause she loves to eat ! (:

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i love the sun, the sea and the beach! tanning sessions with gfs! chilling out with big mama (: im a shopaholic! i can shop for hrs i LOVEEE to sleeeppp (:

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all the bitter food & herbal teas hate being disturbed when im sleeping =x waiting for a very long time

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hopes for world peace.well being of my loved ones.to see the real santa clus!to be able to swim with the dolphins and to see shooting stars =)

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Designer: michelle.
Codes: geraldine.