-3o0406-last day of april~ hmm time passes s0 fast and nw april is ending and tmr is may. and aft which MYE comes and aft dat we'll haf my O LVL MT pp. den june holi and den here comes all the chi0ng-ing. aft june i cant slack anym0re. the m0re i hafta study and get self orientated and disciplined t0 get down to studying ever weekend. life is getting t0ugher and t0ugher but n0t gonna freak out cos i wann get out of wwss!!!! hahas. and s0 i must work REAL hard. =(


mommy and daddy went 0verseas today. hai and dere g0es my source of m0ney. lols. they went thailand for praying. s0 left was dajie,erjie,didi and mi. tis m0rning was woken up by my bro. he was standing at my rm door and crying c0s my mom left and he didnt noe and came my room. s0 i hushed him and get him down to bed in my room. and i slept aft dat. s0 its not easy being a sister too. im such a CARING sister. wahahaha. x)


auntie jac(mum's gd fren) noe mommy went overseas and was so nice of her bringing our lunch over for us. =) thx auntie jac. and well i did e maths revision agn! tons and tons of maths stuff in my mind rit now. doing more later. oh ya tonight i'll be online till late night c0s daddy isnt at home and the laptop is mine! wakaka. went dinner at causeway pt with da jie and bro jus now. and it isnt easy being a mom now i realise cos i forgot bro had sorr throat and shldnt take fried prawn mee. if im the m0ther im sure i would haf forgotten and my child will haf got a worser sore throat. =x shopped ard and went home. tiring~


i did alot of thinking. alot of stuff came over mi, and everything dat we did together came across my mind. and oso the things dat we bought. the neoprint dat we took. and the quarrels we had were flashing bck in my mind. seriously i hate having this kinda feeling where my heart says im losing u. u've been someone great. mayb im thinking too much but i don wanna lose u. i hope as time goes we'll be bck. i hope so. i struggled thru fri and i nearly haf the thought of cutting. but this time i didnt. i controlled myself. thou its tough wadever is gnna tke i will do my best to save this.

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