i didnt mean to say the word "fuck" here again. but seriously im feeling very fucking useless.=//



im fucking worried.cos i guess things aint going the same anymore.i donno wad happen.and when i noe i realli hope to pretend i don.we aint wad we are.we cant blame anyone.we juat hafta say fate doesnt bring us closer anymore.im sad,im worried.no one noes.im strong in front of everyone.i stand by those who are falling.but deep in im worried.for this may end anytime.i realli don wann this to end.i don wann anything to end for jus a stupid reason.i don wann.=//g0d realli set this test for all of us to see whether we can go thru.im not sure myself either.i just noe i must be strong.and i jus noe dat i must save this in for the sake of all.i wont let go and give up.no matter wad it takes i will. I WILL SAVE THIS!



im kinda in a fcking shit mood.sometimes some ppl jus pretend to be so good in front of u and end up when u treasure them so much it seems like they don.jus becos of some reasons or some conflicts before they aint wad they used to be to u.and no matter how u treasure wad u had with them nth matters. cos they don care.i tot i could jus pretend it all and let go but i found myself not being able to.sometimes im doing too much and i jus get nth in return.sorry i tink im letting go.


this post is how i feel rit now


don ask wad happen


0ff i go!

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