sometimes when u really wan to treasure and cherish someone, the feel won't be the same anymore =(



much of wad happen in the past was my fault. i din learn how to treasure and cherish you. maybe i took you for granted and took our love for granted. everything i took for granted. we've been thru so many big & small quarrels tgt and nevertheless everytime we managed to make it up. i still rmb when u used to hug me real tight. the kind of feeling is definetely not everyone could get to feel. i love it when you hug me ard ur arms. after every quarrel, u wil always hug me that tight & i won't feel very blessed (:


everything changed for now. no more that kinda blessed hugs anymore. maybe it is karma that is happening to me. i wanted to cherish and treasure u so much at the moment. when i thought everything would be alright and when i thought i could tell u everything when u come back, i was wrong. i could feel that the special feel is somehow gone. im hurt and sad. i blame myself for not being able to cherish u more and took u for granted. all these were too late cos when i really love and cherish you, everything turned away frm me. i don't know how i could make things turn back for now. all i just need is one more moment to cherish u tightly in my arms. thats all i ask for you.

to you:
if you happen to read this, don't blame yourself cause everything from the start wasn't your fault but mine =( i just wanna tell u how much i love u.


sorry to my dear readers, be it my gfs or whoever, i will be MIA for a period of time. till then i will be back (:


sorry, i love you

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

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