GLAMOUR QUEEN
Saturday, December 31, 2005


HAPPY NEW YR EVERYONE !



im back ! jus came back not long ago . wooh , its jus 2 hrs and 1o mins aft 2oo5 ended . hmms 2oo5 ended meaning mani memories haf come to an end and now im starting a new chapter of my life . a brand new one i guess ? i hope no "diasters" befall on mi nor my love ones ! esp :family,lovers and close frens .



for 2oo5 i haf made it a nice one .
-getting into a new class
-making new frens
-being vice chair
-learn frm mistakes
-found out whos true to mi
-FOUND LOVERS !
-family war ended
-be stronger
-and of cos naughtier


well it has been a good yr and a bad yr for mi . all dis memories are kept in my heart forever ! and of cos i do love my darlings,lovers and 4f dis yr !lets all work hard for our o's ! chiong for it !


jus now went to boon lay to countdown . yeahs so met mun and we went down first . zhiling and lydia donno went whr . so we 2 went to eat mac . and later on eunice came ! saw junjie and frens . and oso jared ! dyed his hair somemore ! and den actually chang coming wif his gang but in dat end say not sure . so we asked him whether we can go wcc hse and den bbq together . so in dat end we went lo . yeahs and when we got dere . we went to find chien . she ws hm alone . we came to disrupt ! lols . and den ate some food and den sat ard . and did dat countdown ! very lame lor wif them . they not high at all ! nvm den . tym passes very fast and soon we all went hm . mun's mom came to fetch her and eunice's mom picked us up . and on dat way hm i was luffing mad wif her . lols.


so my last day of 2oo5 was well spend ? ya i guess . nites . im sleepy

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.



hmms another 5 hrs and 1o mins ! and we'rer gonna be in dat world of 2006 !!!! wooh tym passes so fast and today is dat last day of 2oo5 ! hmms 2oo5 has mani beautiful as well as sad memories fer mi ! but i'll kip dat happy and beautiful ones while dat sad ones i jus smash them into pieces ! =)


hmms i slacked away 2 days at hm ! watching vcds agn . 2 days and i chiong finish 2o episode . hahas . ytd had tuition and got some of my maths sums done up ! jus hope dat sch reopen keng would check everything . and oso ruhua wont ask us fer everything too ! cos im intending to skip my jian bao .


2oo6-impt yr fer mi . o lvl ! so fast yeas . anyw in dat new yr i wann to study very hard and chiong my studies . and oso faster pass out of cca and den i'll be free ! yeahs i wann do well fer every tests dat i'll be taking and im gonna read more and brush up my eng in order to fulfil my dream of my MASS COM ! wells sc and stuff i wont care much . cos its dat last yr and i jus let it be . it aint gonna bother mi more . jus hope no more st john island camps ! hate it la . sick and tired of gg dere already . oso my lovers and mi would haf a smooth yr ahead and chiong our o's together . and hope dat smth will help my phys . =/


hmms well gonna go off to countdowm fer dat new yr ! its dat last day of 2oo5 ! so peeps enjoy urself tonight ! cos tmr will be 1/1/06 !!!!!! =)

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

Thursday, December 29, 2005


wooh tired tired~! went to east coast today . to celebrate my dearest and one and only JUN MEI MEI ! hahas my NIAO LEI mei mei ! love him lotsa . cos he's our DEAREST MEI MEI ! =) happy advanced birthday ! cos u're only gonna be 15 on der 31st of dec 2oo5 !



so met up wif lovers and we took dat train to bedok. was kinda fast ? dat uncle mayb drove fast today cos mayb he know im taking dat train . lols . buay bah ! den took bus frm bedok and dere hmms we tok bout mani things . dirty lil secrets of lovers ! u cant know ! hahas . den alighted and walk to east coast . my knee was hurting by then . been hurt fer weeks ! sad sad sad . went mac and had our lunch . by then weijun and chang were finding dat exact place . so aft we finished we went off to find them . actually was walking and suddenly one guy popped out . i thought he was a fren of any of us . but he asked U GUYS WANN RENT BIKES ? lols . we were like err ? den decided to rent it later . but when i called chang to ask him how long was dat walk to dat place den he say was one hr ! so we walked bck and rented bikes ! ride ride ride all dat way till dere and found them . but they told us dat thingy need to pay . lols . and its $12 fer 2 hrs. den we decided not to go and went to bedok jetty and took some pics before we met them at mac agn . sat dere and den decide whr to head . and lastly decided to head fer town . so went to bath and wah lau must pay 5o cents ! and yucks dat toilet was damn dirty and smelly ! 5o cents somemore ! den dat floor oso got so many sand ! and den i faster bath and aft we got ready we went to find them . took train to orchard



finally reached orchard ! walked ard far east . mun and eunice looking fer clips . and eunice's shoe was spoiled and chang was kinda enuff to lend his slipper to eunice and he wore his slip in . and at last she found her shoe and oso their clips . off we went to eat kfc ! inside kfc u can only hear our laughter and no one else ! we all mad . laughing at so mani jokes . den we went heeren fer neos . and i went hm while they went k . took bus hm and den went to clinic . doctor says my knee is minor stuff but must take care lo . went hm and watch tv and now online . tmr having tuition . wells wells . gonna rest !



hais blame it on me . im not taking gd care of my eyes. dis morning when i woke up it was real swollen and red ! and plus i rub in some more . so scary when i tink of dat now . so din wear contacts . and it was ok when i reach bedok and aft i put eye drop . I PROMISED I WONT RUB MY EYES AGN !

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

Wednesday, December 28, 2005


hey hey . hahas . nw im at yee mun's hse ! lols . doing nth but updating my blog . while she's dere trying her trying her NEW pe shorts . lols . jus behind mi ! =) oh ya btw today the auntie selling pe shorts was f*uking attitude . she sucks man . saying i cant wear 34 cos its too small . but its stretchable ! and den say buy shorts no nid try . but if its too long hw we noe sia ! and den still say we take out the shorts and try den put bck make her things messed up ! hmphx . ink u are so great ! jus selling shorts ! . and oso a gossiper ! bleahs !got so fed up with the auntie ! yucks .



went sch fer sec 1 orientation meeting . bleahs it sucks ! cos we were practically slacking down dere . doing nth lo . and so boring somemore! and gave us some irriataing stuff tu do . wth . and the onli fun part was the STOMP part ! we were hitting drums and everything . hahas love it man . misses der st john island days . lols . we had some singing part . and everyone was so high . i guess it was fun too . and we went off shortly tu our games and den had so much fun thou my kneee cap still hurts . enjoyed it . and aft dat we were dismissed ! lols . but scs hafta remian behind but we ran away ! i mean some not all ! i got so high today by imitating sean frm sec 2 . he was realli *****.hahas .



mi,lydia and mun went jp . she went searching fer her clips and shirt . finally she found her shirt at 37 degrees . and den oso her clip . i bought an orange hairband . cool and i can wear it ! becos of my DA TOU everytime buy hairbands hafta buy those bigger ones . and gary lim hor . so lazy la . wann take present still wan slp . x) . end up nvr gif him agn . lols . mayb when dis sat ? lols . den went off . decided tu go mun hse cos im bored even if i go hm mahs . so jus go lo . den end up using com and seeing her pack her rm . now very clean huhs ? hahas she's having her bath time !hahas .



wooh tmr gg tu east coast !!!! excited man ! mus go and see wad tu wear lo . =)




`sometimes u don know wad u really wann in life . sometimes u lost ur sense of direction and don know whr to head . i guess i lost it . im lost terribly now . i do hate some things at the moment . hmms shall not say hate but im feeling depressed over some stuff . i tried to overcome it by not thinking . i run away frm it . i hide frm it . but the pain comes again . i do hate the feeling . im too tired to think anymore . i jus wann no more . hate me for all . ya its my fault . things aint gg to be bck anymore and of course i mus face bck to reality . im not feeling good inside . im jus pretending . actaully i hate pretendence but why must all dis shit come in a whole ? i don wann to break down anymore . i don wann to be said crybaby . i wan learn how to be strong . but i failed . LAYSS A FAILURE . sick and tired of everything . im going to breakdown soon~

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

Tuesday, December 27, 2005


FINALLY big day is over ! phew ! but oso no use left few days and sch's reopening lo . so not much tym left tu play i guess . wells my terrible life starts on 3rd jan 2oo6 ! toking bout 2oo6 i got mani wishes !


-i wan a brand new life
-excel in studies
-try tu pass all my tests
-concentrate more on geo
-family and frens all are well


yeahs dats all . i don wanna be greedy . jus all dis will do . hmms tym flies and nxt yr im in sec 4 . recalling when i was in sec 1 still tink haf a long way tu go . but nw no long way ! its gonna fast and faster! and den here i hafta take o lvls ! scary !!!



so BIG day is today . i woke up damn tired . din haf energy tu wake up but hafta drag myself up. wooh met eunice and went tu sch . saw peeps at round table and joined them . all studying and toking as well . den went in shortly at ard 8 . and mr tan was dere as usual so early ! waiting fer us . der feeling is so scary jus lyk gg tu some hell places . was kinda nervous too . so started doing . mark was nosiy la ! hahas . den some i did noe while some i was BLUR ! den mr tan left somewhr . and we started tu tok and discuss things . lol . wasnt lyk exams ! and we all discuss ans and stuff till he return during der last 25 mins . yeahs and den gave up der last qn and handed up and went off . took bus hm and went tu optician . waited long and went bck tu prepare and go agn . yeahs and dis tym round she said is my lens prob . eye is ok . finally ! and den went hm and wore a new pair . was feeling good . no irritation ! went tu mit eunice . and off tu mit der 3 lil pigs !



we weren't late ! and den eunice's shirt was nice ! lols . and den went off tu orchard straight . mich had a new name today ! called pony ! but we added on tu sot pony panties and bra ! lols . aint we kinda siao up dere . nah we are always lidat ! dats our style ! and so we called her pony all day ! she was realli sot la . whole day damn high . had lunch at cine . and den went heeren and took neos . den went tu far east and on the way i got damn serious tummy ache ! make mi feel lyk kena poisoned of smth ? yeahs and felt better whn i reach far east . so shopped ard and io bought a nnew ring ! fer 9.9o ! ex rit ? but nvm i love it . den went off tu ZARA ! tey loved it man . tried on clothes and i sit down dere waiting fer them . see fashion show . but mich look great in ZARA's clothes ! off we went tu bugis . mich left fer hm . sadly pony went off !!!! and we gave her a BIG hug ! =)


bugis was nth tu shop at all ! mun and eunice were finding clips . and i was finding new necklace . but village din haf any nice ones . and somemore i was so tired and my bag is aching my shoulder all becos of SOMEONE's present la ! in der end nvr collect ! and den went junction and ate mac . gf was so hungry . hahas . den went ard shop shop and bought my cat ring and necklace fer 16.9o ! cheap ehs . love dis cat ! MEOW ! hahas . we went off at 7 plus and den took train bck . was a fast ride and den went lot tu buy things and off i went hm . took a bathe and watch my fav show . den now blogging . tmr dere's sch stuff . till 6pm ! gonna die frm dat . =/



well today i and eunice got attached to one another on 27/12/05 at 3.25 and den we broke up on 27/12/05 at 3.26 ! lols . wad a joke . we stead fer 1 min . and she left mi . cos im shorter den her . lols . no la we are LOVERS ! no one can break us up k ! today met up wif lovers was indeed fun ! and nw im missing them . =p




&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

Monday, December 26, 2005


hmms bangla sucks lyk hell . i heard mani stories frm gf when i came bck frm genting . and thou we haf those racial harmony of even sometimes tey haf programmes of those bangla hafta come s'pore tu work den very pitifull all dat . yeahs i agree but one thing i can be sure is tey are all PERVERTS ! c'mon man . if i happen tu be at orchard dat day i would haf grab any bangla's collar and sue him fer his despicable act ! in public ! and den he will be send bck tu his own country ! btw s'pore is not some kind of city wif prostitues okkies ! if u wan den go geylang . if don haf money den don ever tink of it . wth . hate them tu der core . and every bangla who walks pass mi i will stare hard at them . make sure tey are scare of mi ! fancy such things happen tu my frens when im away ! cant stand it . BANGLA SUCKS !




wells tmr is my BIG DAY ! i mean BIG . im gonna fight my way thru . thou in dere i noe i wont pass but i jus hafta try and fight my way thru . wif no tears ! i will make it . i musn't disappoint N and oso support frm my frens and peeps . i noe its tough but mayb dats god wans mi tu take as a test . cos nxt yr is my impt yr . i musn't fail anymore !


sometimes im drowned by my tinkings . and sometimes i found it hard tu breathe . but everything ended w/o a trace . and of cos i mus get bck on feet . cos my frens nid mi . and i mus be dere fer them . i nid tu be strong . i musn't lose out . and i'll prove tu them . i will make it one day . time is all i nid


take care peeps . =)

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

Sunday, December 25, 2005


im back frm genting ! =) miss mi ? lols

MERRY XMAS !!!! HO HO HO !

23/12
set off tu genting in der noon . had my tuition in der morning . was damn tired and eyes were swollen . i din slp well last nite cos of smth . den we set off . not realli mani ppl went so der bus wasnt dat noisy . ya auntie came along and so der whole bus was filled wif my bro and jerry's voice ! yeahs studying on der bus and den slp . nth tu do at all ! was so bored la . took 7 hrs tu reach ! mom bought lotsa tibits ! eat till i scare liao . cos on der bus realli nth tu do . so we jus ate and slept . pig man ! fats popping out ! journey was long and curvy , lotsa slopes . and oso fog was thick so it was damn cold when we reached . took a long tym tu settle our rms . and den unpack and went fer dinner . wah . my dad's boss was rich ! he treated us tu a damn ex restaurant . food was nice but service was bad . and waitress wad rude . (i mean one of them) she carried der dishes tu our table and said EXCUSE MI very loudly . so jie and i all make faces at each other and stare at her . her supervisor saw and den scolded der waitress . =/ went tu walk ard aft dinner . yeahs tey played arcade and jie and i played DAYTONA . lols . and it was nice . so long din like dat ler . den mom and auntie went casino and we went bck tu rm . took them so long tu bath . and den put them tu slp . and we went tu slp . i got der whole bed tu myself ! wahahas .



24/12
wakie wakie ! took a long tym tu wake up cos very tired . mom woke us up at 9 cos we nid tu go down der lobby at 930 and den take car down tu KL . but yutd slept at 2 . so tired . cant tahan . kip yawning . down at lobby some things caught up . took a long tym tu settle . their service sucks . so rude ! and den took der curvy road and reach KL in an hr ! den went tu eat their famous ba ku teh . not nice . der herbs taste was tooo strong . i stil like s'pore one . and we went tu walk and find shopping malls . yeahs . but i cant see anything nice in dere . we jus walked ard . nth tu buy fer lovers lehs . wth . mayb we shldn't haf gone tu lot 10 ! sucks . and isetan was oso worst la . den went bck ard 4 . waited fer der driver damn long . got some mixed up . he drove us tu der cable car centre and we bought lotsa food . and snacks . and went tu take cable car . was so excitting in dere . everyone was so high . reach ler went fer dinner . den went tu take them tu arcade and mom and auntie went casino . had a hard tym taking care of them . den we bought kfc and went bck tu rm . had a "mini party" dere . everyone was so high ! and er jie was high too . jerry was worst . kept jumping bout . and sing nonsenses . den aft a game of black jack we went tu slp . slept at 12. early early . bro was so noisy in der midnight . cant slp well !



25/12
mom woke us up at 9 plus . and she even pulled der curtains tu make us wake up cos tey wanted tu eat dim sun . lols . den took a long tym tu wash up and den went tu eat . end up we and der kids ate mac . mom and auntie went fer dim sun . cos we were too hungry and mom and auntie din like mac so tey went fer dim sun . and den we went bck tu hotel and SLEEP ! till 11 plus dad called and we went down . off we went . on bus eat and eat and den study and slp . den i was so urgent den waited damn long and we reached der toilet . and den very fast reach custom . got some delay and den bus came and we were der last tu alight . yeahs . reach hm help mom unpack and den went tu mit emiko,tony and von . ate ljs . den took neo and walk ard . went hm . tony was nice enuff tu send us hm ! thx thx . tmr still got tuition . nites ! =)


nites =) SANTA CLUS IS COMING TU TOWN ! MAY DREAMS COME TRUE ! MERRY XMAS ! =)

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

Thursday, December 22, 2005


todae's date wif gf aka my les was great ! we were damn high and making hell lotsa noises and laughter of urs can fill everywhr we walked . donno why oso we feel so damn high today . mayb dats shows we ARE a perfect couple ! =) don be jealous peeps . but i still love my LOVERS TOO ! i miss them terribly . cos i haven get tu see mun and fui2 so long ! wells wells . heard dat ? lets mit up soon gals ! =)



so we went xmas shopping today ! went orchard first but was raining . -_- . and den walk ard heeren . planning tu get smth frm flash and splash fer kd and den oso gf wanted tu get smth frm mini toons . so we walked ard heeren but din saw anything nice . and oso heeren damn small la so we din manage tu find any good stuff dere . went off tu cini . and den went in tu more than words . it was worst ! no realli worst jus dat din see any nice stuff dere . planning tu grab a bite in sub . but was plain lazy cos dere was a long quene ! went off tu cheers and eat BAO MIAN !!! yummy !! =) den went headed tu bugis straight .


walked tu somerset wif gf joking all dat way . we are mad today ! we tok almost bout everything . cos its been long since i mit her up . so we tok and tok . and make a joke outta someone . who was trying tu close one of her eyes and take a pic . but wasnt able tu do so . so der pic dat came out was damn bloody funny ! so we walk and tok and suddenly !


excuse mi , can i haf some of ur tym , we are playing a game and would like tu measure der lenght of ur skirt ! *shocked*

well i was their lucky star ! cos i got an exact length of 30 cm ? hahas and i guess tey were aiming fer dat length . before tey went off , tey shook hands wif mi and der caucasian joke wif gf and ask whr's her skirt cos she wore pants out today . lols wad a day !


hmms well i wonder is it so nice tu walk holding each othe's waist ? when der road is so packed and small ? lols . i wonder dat bout couples ! cos tey nvr seem tired of doing dat . and today i saw one live example ! =/


and headed tu village and dere dr traffic was slow ! cos dat lil gal was pressing and pressing der button continously . and benno once told mi every traffic light is der same . u jus nid tu press one and it comes very fast tu green man . while if u kip pressing it will be damn bloody long ! lols i even wan tu slap dat gal ! but nvm she's jus a kid . inside was packed wif ppl ! and im like sardine lidat ! walked ard and din find any nice clothes or stuff . so we went tu junction . and tu LOVELY LAND ! dats whr we got der big joke of der day !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we got mad in dere !


and den went hm tu national library cos we haven been dere and den we like so excited . hahas taking der lift ! u will jus get der shock of ur life ! hahas and we wen up tu somewhr its so quiet and lols even haf securtiy guard abnd check bag ! came out and den went tu take lift ! and saw der sight . so decided tu go tu esplanade ! and den when taking der lift down i was so high till i knock myself . =/

walked a 2o min walk and being lead by der uncle who was nice enuff tu bring us dere . and den saw miss chen dere and den MEOW ! haha she bought so mani xmas gifts ! so rich huhs ? and den went tu esplanade wif them cos our sch performing dere . and den gf anf mi went tu library and den sit dere and listen some nice songs and went off .


saw meow and den we went off ! tiring ehs . and den took der train and saw one funny act by dis auntie ! lols .donno wad she doing oso . =)

bought emiko and yvonne's gift . left tony . and oso kd one bought ler ! lovers gonna get urs in KL ! await fer my return ! =)


i'll be back !

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

Tuesday, December 20, 2005


thx thx tu all those peeps whp tag at my board and ask bout mi . peeps im alrite now ! BOUNCYlayss is back in action ! piang piang !!! hahas . see im realli normal and fine now . cos i n0e if der m0re she wants mi t0 give up and disappoint mi der m0re i shld don give up and jus carry on wif life . LALALA



todae was TIRING ! went tu buy bks . and bought my ZINCbag tu put everything inside ! so heavy !!!! and den went hm . all thx tu steph ! she acc mi tu go and buy books . hahas and i even wore sandals and go sch . lols . so went hm and den went out tu plaza tu eat and go library . hahas hardworking rit ? im a good student ~! =) and den ate japanese food . but halfway cant finish cos of my stomach hurting agn . couldn't slp well last nite due tu my stomach but now okkies ler ! DOUBLE okkies ! so went tu library and PAID ALL MY FINES ! finally . WOOyoo ! and den can borrow lotsa bks tu read . found catherine lim's bks . it was so nice . and i sat dere 1 hr and did my eng hw . and oso tu read der bks . wahh see layss is a hardworking chips ! hahas .


went in tu bowling and saw dat dere was a competition gg on but haven start . so nvm jus went off . and steph went tu search fer xmas gifts . its my turn tmr ~!


mani things tu buy fer ppl . hope dat tmr kd is free~ HAPPIhappi .


reach hm damn tired . im gg rest now . baibai !

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

Monday, December 19, 2005


haf been pondering over some stuff and getting advices . and oso "conseulling" over and over . i guess msMEOW is rit i shld jus get bck wif life . no 2oo6 and is a new start fer mi . but tmr will be a NEW start ! im gonna get on wif life . starting wif my eng and chinese hw . and den set my goals fer nxt yr . and start a new life ! aft so mani "conseulling" i stood bck on my own feet agn . i won't be defeated dis tym round anymore . cos wadever it is its over between us . our frenship ends here . dis 2 days ii've been tinking and crying and worrying too much . even to der extend of oking my dreams and hitting my sis . lol . and now i shld jus get bck . be back der BOUCNY LAYSS !


yes i've been a fool . but it was all in der past . nw im jus gonna give s**t tu dis matter and go on wif life . in der end der person who lose out is U and not ME ! frm dis min onwards dis things ends . im not gonna give a s**t tu whether u gg on wif ur life . but im jus gonna do so .


wadever happy moments are over . BOUNCYlayss is back ! thx tu ZHANMING AND msMEOW!



changed a new blogskin and start a new life !

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.



booHOO back frm sh0pping ! had a great great tym sh0pping ~



wells went far east , heeren , shaw hse , bugis ! shopped all over der place ! mit yvonne at far east and mi and steph went off to far east first . damn suay day fer mi ! eyes haven recover , forget take money out . and den walked ard far east saw nth nice so went off tu heeren . took a damn long walk dere . so crowded thou its mon . bough ice cream~yummy . found my roxy bag . fer onli 7.90 ! damn happy and bought it . went off tu shaw hse and in to isetan ! got my slipper ! happy happy . and den went tu bugis ! set off tu bugis !!!!




damn hot la . cnt stand der heat . went village first . and den walk ard and saw no nice clothes . so decided to go catz apprarenl . bought 1 skirt frm dere . and den went to 2nd lvl . yvonne bought her hello kitty necklace . and i actually wanted tu buy mickey necklace but no nice ones . oh ya btw my laogong jay is so hot now !!!! everywhr we go in bugis we will hear his songs ! almost got 5-8 shops got his songs !!!! love him to bits and pieces ! and den bought a tube fer 19 bucks ! actually it was 22 . bargain till 19 . happy happy went off tu junction . saw one nice watch outside heeren and din buy cos i tot bugis would haf cheaper ones . but it was more ex ! bleahs ! din buy la . went ard walking and den too tired den went tu take mrt hm .



poor steph she stood der whole train journey frm bugis till je ! my my . mi and yvonne got seats but she has tu stand . sorry steph .



yeahs changed train and yvonne and steph sat together while i took der opp side . but der auntie beside steph noe we wanted tu sit together and she exchanged seats wif mi ! kinda lady . and some uncivilised ppl were making a hell lot of noise in der train ! cant be bothered anyway !



went to lot and had dinner at ljs . and saw EUNICE ROLL ! hahas my first tym seeing her ! and oso eyore . and we went off tu tony's hse ti visit BABY ! hehes ! so happy when i see baby . makes mi happy . and yvonne and steph were so scare of baby . he's so innocent . lol . love baby lotsa !



went hm shortly . tony went fer king kong movie at lot . he got 2 frees tic ! lol . and wad a gd fren he is nvr invite us . and mi and steph walked hm . shared mani of our lil dirty secrets . i felt better aft toking to her . she understands mi . 6 yrs of frenship wif her ! =)



`agn . im dead . ppl told mi wads der use and pt of crying over such person . when he/she nvr noe wad i did fer he/she . mani told mi tu carry on wif life and don break down agn . promised pig not tu break down but it seems lyk der promise wasnt kept . im so tired . i wanted tu be strong . and nvr give up . but nw im being forced tu . i don understand wads gg on now ! everything's a mess ! i hate wads rite in front of mi ! mayb we end here . im tired . i hafta pretend in front of my frens dat nth happens and im fine . i don wann any pretendence anymore . im tired . i don wann break down and let them worry . i guess i'll be fine . but im not sure when der wound will heal .



THX TU SOME PEEPS WHO STOOD BY DERE FER MI . ZHANMING , PIG , IRNI , MSmeow and MUN ! =)

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

Sunday, December 18, 2005


for my 15yrs of life . frm once i got out of my mom's stomach till nw im here posting agn . i've nvr been cheated so badly . being cheated i can say NO ONE feels good at all . if anyone feels good being cheated step out rit now ! and yeahs i've been thru alot more den other ppl do . cos of who im so i've gone thru more than other ppl . i've been cheated before . but dis are all jus small stuff . and some frens stuff . and all dis onli happen when im in pri sch and ya over and first tym in my sec sch life dis happens .



i've told myself not to give up . i promise u . i told u . i swear . and wadever shit stuff . but end up now . i can say im being forced to do so . der once strong layss wasnt here anymore . SHE'S DEAD ! i say agn SHE'S DEAD ! she cant be strong anymore , giving advice to frens , staying dere fer them . she's not dat layss anymore . i noe i was a fool . u told mi not to set high hopes . im a fool ! im indeed one ! being played ard !!! u told me stuff and i believe u and in der end wad i get ? nth at all ! im A FOOL !



i treasured u so much . take u as a best fren so much . and wanted to do smth fer u . i guess dere's no such nid fer mi to do so . im giving up .



ONCE AGN LAYSS IS dead . DER LAYSS UR ONCE NOE WASNT HERE AND IS dead !

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.



santa i've been good and all i wan fer xmas is ..... dis is hot nw . everyone wants smth fer xmas . me too ! i hope i haf lotsa money and buy wad i wan , pass my o's , be hardworking , be slimer , grow taller ABIT , peace in country , wellness of my frens and family blah blah blah . so mani things and some can come true while some are impossible i guess . lol . *stop dreaming layss !* wake up ! =)



but recently lotsa of things happen . and sometimes i wish dat i could jus be in a dream and when i wake up all der bad ones are gone . cos dreams aint forever dere . tey will be broken once u open ur eyes frm ur slp . sometimes when things are gg bad fer me , i jus wish im in a dream . yeas in a dream . why ? cos den everything is not so real and true . and once i wake up everything will jus be a past . however in real world everything is real and so true . so true till der extend dat sometimes i cant believe and don wann believe . truth makes us suffer at tyms . but sometimes it gives us happiness . well well . here i go agn . =x



well



der day was average ! 5 upon 10 ! cos wasnt too bored nor hot . jus rit i guess ? i watched der modern version of jie da huan xi . hmms tey haf der old version rmb ya ? and nw changed tu modern one . kinda nice i can say . thou der storyline diff but love it too . spend der noon watching it . ended ard 2 plus . watch other channels . mom bought bro to swimming lessons . and i was supposed tu mit them later . so took my tym to prepare everything . got so fed up with sis's rm der air con ! drip a whole lot of water . and i hafta be der maid and help to clean up cos no one was at hm ! went to mit them and damnit i wasn't sure whether my ez link card stil haf any value . so i went to check it at der nearest lrt station . bloody long walk ! cos i din even haf a single cent wif mi . finally reached bus stop agn ! bus wasnt here ! 2 67 went by and finally 188 came ! on der way was raining hard . got dere and rain stopped . took cab wif mom and bro to boonlay to eat . had a yummylicious dinner . enjoyed der food . was damn nice ! and cheap ! went bck hm shortly .



charity show on ! din noe it until i on der tv . so watched it . guess it was ex fer der phone charges . der cheapest is 8 bucks and der other one is 38 bucks ! my gawd . tink rich ppl will be calling and calling . tey invited der president and his wife ! i guess tey don understand a single word . cos its all in chinese . wonder why tey invited them ? mayb respect ? ya shld be and must be . der performance by der 4 guys were gorgeous . all of them muscles everywhere ! and huang jun xiong was handsome !!!!!! he acted in some tv drama ages ago . but he's so handsome ! der one by kym ng and fren was not bad . i admire their patience and courage . and of cos their hardwork . =) overall 6/10 .



my eyes has been irritating me . cant stand it . so watery . water kip coming out . gonna rub and rub . once someone told me rubbing my eyes is bad fer eyesight . i guess der person shld noe who he/she is . well well i mus refrain myself frm rubbing too much ! don like it at all . my eyes will be spoilt one day .



january issue of teenage is out ! and guess wad peeps ? dere's dis huge poster of JAY CHOU ! i mean damn HUGE ! and can see those little pores of his on his face . and i pasted it in my rm near my table . took lotsa of pics wif jay . hahas im sick . fancy taking pic wif a guy in a poster ? lol . LAYSS MUST BE MAD ! anyw grab it while stock last ! =)



xmas is coming . booHOO . im in genting on der 23rd tu 25th ! carn enjoy counting down wif my frens on der 24th ! well well nvm den . shld be gg out on der 25th . and aft xmas dere comes my big day .



-BIG DAY-
worried fer my big day-27/12 . some of u may noe wad it is . i hope dat everything will go on smoothly . cos i've been down on luck . and mayb i'll fail ? who noes la . seriously i got confidence on der outside but in dere is 0% . shall bring my dear turtle BOOBOO on my BIG DAY ! hope BOOBOO pray fer mi . =) ppl kept telling me go fer it layss ! but i fear wad comes out or evern when it ends . i will end up like a water fountain . when sometimes i tried working hard but der outcomes doesnt go my way . i've no confidence of fighting . =(



recently i've been sleeping late . 2 or 3 plus den i'll go slp . sometimes when im bored jus play pool to kip mi accompany . yeahs and play till 3 plus and im still awake ! i mus start sleeping earli and so when it is der day before sch reopens i wont haf sleepless nites . but nvm i guess first day of sch i wont be in class sleeping . im out wif my sec 1 stuff .



oh ya shikin sms-ed mi today . asking mi whether i still wan to be sc . hmms toking bout sc . i shld realli reflect on things dis yr . i guess im not a good gal afterall . dis yr started with so many stuff . a new class . new tcher . new frens . and ya conflicts . and everything over . and yeahs dis is when i started to change alot in sch . i nvr seem to listen to her . cos i feel she's lyk a hippo . i start tu dislike her in many ways . but for studies i'll still listen cos i will nvr mix it wif personal feelings . we even din tok fer almost 2 days . i tok back to her . and to der extend she remove me frm my post . i noe its wad i shld deserve . cos i nvr realli respect her and tink deeply . i jus judge things on der surface . i created a mess . and one t helped mi . thx mR ! but some din trust me anymore . yeahs dis ia all i get cos i did somethings real wrong ! i regretted so much . well im a bad gurl -



yeahs but i too haf some happy tyms . dats when i found my TRUE frens . tey are real and TRUE to mi . i was so happy to found them . we shared many happy moments taking lotsa neos . buying bags,shoes,clothes and visit bugis everytym ! we helped each other and lead each other in tyms of need . we understand each other and dats why conflicts nvr broke out between us . EUNICE-YEEMUN-KOHWEI u guys rock my life . LOVERS 4 EVER ! no forgetting some peeps frm my class . mich,tiong,zhiling,naz,simi,shikin . tey are great too ! we are always frens ! =)



yeahs shall end now

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.



santa i've been good and all i wan fer xmas is ..... dis is hot nw . everyone wants smth fer xmas . me too ! i hope i haf lotsa money and buy wad i wan , pass my o's , be hardworking , be slimer , grow taller ABIT , peace in country , wellness of my frens and family blah blah blah . so mani things and some can come true while some are impossible i guess . lol . *stop dreaming layss !* wake up ! =)



but recently lotsa of things happen . and sometimes i wish dat i could jus be in a dream and when i wake up all der bad ones are gone . cos dreams aint forever dere . tey will be broken once u open ur eyes frm ur slp . sometimes when things are gg bad fer me , i jus wish im in a dream . yeas in a dream . why ? cos den everything is not so real and true . and once i wake up everything will jus be a past . however in real world everything is real and so true . so true till der extend dat sometimes i cant believe and don wann believe . truth makes us suffer at tyms . but sometimes it gives us happiness . well well . here i go agn . =x



well



der day was average ! 5 upon 10 ! cos wasnt too bored nor hot . jus rit i guess ? i watched der modern version of jie da huan xi . hmms tey haf der old version rmb ya ? and nw changed tu modern one . kinda nice i can say . thou der storyline diff but love it too . spend der noon watching it . ended ard 2 plus . watch other channels . mom bought bro to swimming lessons . and i was supposed tu mit them later . so took my tym to prepare everything . got so fed up with sis's rm der air con ! drip a whole lot of water . and i hafta be der maid and help to clean up cos no one was at hm ! went to mit them and damnit i wasn't sure whether my ez link card stil haf any value . so i went to check it at der nearest lrt station . bloody long walk ! cos i din even haf a single cent wif mi . finally reached bus stop agn ! bus wasnt here ! 2 67 went by and finally 188 came ! on der way was raining hard . got dere and rain stopped . took cab wif mom and bro to boonlay to eat . had a yummylicious dinner . enjoyed der food . was damn nice ! and cheap ! went bck hm shortly .



charity show on ! din noe it until i on der tv . so watched it . guess it was ex fer der phone charges . der cheapest is 8 bucks and der other one is 38 bucks ! my gawd . tink rich ppl will be calling and calling . tey invited der president and his wife ! i guess tey don understand a single word . cos its all in chinese . wonder why tey invited them ? mayb respect ? ya shld be and must be . der performance by der 4 guys were gorgeous . all of them muscles everywhere ! and huang jun xiong was handsome !!!!!! he acted in some tv drama ages ago . but he's so handsome ! der one by kym ng and fren was not bad . i admire their patience and courage . and of cos their hardwork . =) overall 6/10 .



my eyes has been irritating me . cant stand it . so watery . water kip coming out . gonna rub and rub . once someone told me rubbing my eyes is bad fer eyesight . i guess der person shld noe who he/she is . well well i mus refrain myself frm rubbing too much ! don like it at all . my eyes will be spoilt one day .



january issue of teenage is out ! and guess wad peeps ? dere's dis huge poster of JAY CHOU ! i mean damn HUGE ! and can see those little pores of his on his face . and i pasted it in my rm near my table . took lotsa of pics wif jay . hahas im sick . fancy taking pic wif a guy in a poster ? lol . LAYSS MUST BE MAD ! anyw grab it while stock last ! =)



xmas is coming . booHOO . im in genting on der 23rd tu 25th ! carn enjoy counting down wif my frens on der 24th ! well well nvm den . shld be gg out on der 25th . and aft xmas dere comes my big day .



-BIG DAY-
worried fer my big day-27/12 . some of u may noe wad it is . i hope dat everything will go on smoothly . cos i've been down on luck . and mayb i'll fail ? who noes la . seriously i got confidence on der outside but in dere is 0% . shall bring my dear turtle BOOBOO on my BIG DAY ! hope BOOBOO pray fer mi . =) ppl kept telling me go fer it layss ! but i fear wad comes out or evern when it ends . i will end up like a water fountain . when sometimes i tried working hard but der outcomes doesnt go my way . i've no confidence of fighting . =(



recently i've been sleeping late . 2 or 3 plus den i'll go slp . sometimes when im bored jus play pool to kip mi accompany . yeahs and play till 3 plus and im still awake ! i mus start sleeping earli and so when it is der day before sch reopens i wont haf sleepless nites . but nvm i guess first day of sch i wont be in class sleeping . im out wif my sec 1 stuff .



oh ya shikin sms-ed mi today . asking mi whether i still wan to be sc . hmms toking bout sc . i shld realli reflect on things dis yr . i guess im not a good gal afterall . dis yr started with so many stuff . a new class . new tcher . new frens . and ya conflicts . and everything over . and yeahs dis is when i started to change alot in sch . i nvr seem to listen to her . cos i feel she's lyk a hippo . i start tu dislike her in many ways . but for studies i'll still listen cos i will nvr mix it wif personal feelings . we even din tok fer almost 2 days . i tok back to her . and to der extend she remove me frm my post . i noe its wad i shld deserve . cos i nvr realli respect her and tink deeply . i jus judge things on der surface . i created a mess . and one t helped mi . thx mR ! but some din trust me anymore . yeahs dis ia all i get cos i did somethings real wrong ! i regretted so much . well im a bad gurl -



yeahs but i too haf some happy tyms . dats when i found my TRUE frens . tey are real and TRUE to mi . i was so happy to found them . we shared many happy moments taking lotsa neos . buying bags,shoes,clothes and visit bugis everytym ! we helped each other and lead each other in tyms of need . we understand each other and dats why conflicts nvr broke out between us . EUNICE-YEEMUN-KOHWEI u guys rock my life . LOVERS 4 EVER ! no forgetting some peeps frm my class . mich,tiong,zhiling,naz,simi,shikin . tey are great too ! we are always frens ! =)

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

Saturday, December 17, 2005


yoohoo im here tu blog !




saturday agn ! and i din go out today! *cries* no one was free . all was booked . sadly i asked my frens later and den tey all booked . lovers are busy too . i miss them s much ! im gonna meet them up soon !




booHOO ! today stayed at hm der whole day ! hahas it was damn freaking sians and hot ! i slept till one today and den woke up continue wif my vcds and den chiong frm 1 plus till 8 plus jus nw ! hahas someday der tvee is gonna spoil by mi ! hahas . all i did was lie down at my sofa and watched vcds der whole day ! but it rained in der later part of der noon . and den i was so happy den cos i was feeling so damn hot ! and oso todae i ate ice cream !!!! hahas . excited .


nth fer today ! well see tmr den ! =)

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

Friday, December 16, 2005


sadsadSAD ! rainbow connection jus ended ! and der ending was so sad !!!! but i was expecting der other kind of ending whr yoyo will be wif jianyi and tey will be 2 famous dancers ! but in der end it wasnt wad i expected !!!!!! and der ending left mi wif a -? . but jian yi "went off" wif xiaoqian and oso yoyo went off tu states . tey din show dis part . tey jus show whr der 3 of them at airport and yoyo gave jian yi her medal and vice versa and den he went tu mit xiao qian and der 3 of them stood dere looking up and seeing dat yoyo had den become a famous world dancer . lol . but der octoko competition was nice and hw i wish one day i can take part . dis show left mi to wann take part in dancing . jeanntte aw was so gorgeouse in der show . of cos la she took part in ballet classes when she was young before ! and den whenever she dances in der show so damn elegant ! esp der part whr she wore der ballet dress . hahas aft dis show she's gonna be my idol !!!! lol . jus one show and makes mi ok so much and oso get so excited ! cant blame mi la . im jus dat . i get excited over shows . im gonna buy der soundtrack of dis show . =)







hothotHOT ! todae was damn hot ! nvr joke bout dis . i already adjusted my fan speed tu der highest but it seems tu be stil so hot ! nxt tym i mus haf air con in my hse everywhere ! so it was hot and sleepy . and i woke up at 11 plus . nth tu do . so jus watch tvee and eat my breakie . den mom came hm frm market . and den helped her wif some house chores . and den decided tu continue wif my VCDs . so watched frm 1 plus ill 8.30 jus nw ! gosh ! i watched 7 hrs of tvee non stop todae ! in between i did felt sleepy but wanted tu watch so din slp . and der ice cream man came so late today ! ard 4.45 . wondering whether tu buy not . in der end nvr cos ltr cant eat dinner . watch watch watch damn fast 8 .30 ler . den use com and wait fer my show ! ya and everything ended . lalala . wad a show . sighs . but overall i found wad i realli lyk aft dis show .



well well . recently i got stucked wif dis prob . sighs . sometimes i donno wad to do . i wanted tu help but she say i was not tinking . ya mayb uttering rubbish is dat part making her say im not tinking . but tsk tsk . layss chips are strong ! so she will make it . and of cos i will nvr gif up . even when u avoid mi la , nvr tok tu mi la , do wadever tu mi la . i'll nvr gif up . cos i noe u're someone who's worth it ! =) smiles and carry on wif life !




so lets see counting down

xmas-9 more dayss
re exams-11 dayss !
genting trip-1 more wk !


okkies okkies . anyw im pondering whether tu go fer zx's chalet on der 27th ! lol . my BIG BIG day . mayb i'll jus join them at evening tym ? ya and im not staying over dere . most of them i don noe . jus noe zx and zj . lols . well see ya .




im gg town on mon ! getting new yr clothes and xmas gifts ! ponders over wad tu gif my lovers ! i miss them terribly ! haven seen them fer DAMN long . shall go and meet them up on one of these dayss . but koh and fui2 busy working . nvm . will get tu see them b4 sch re open !

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

Thursday, December 15, 2005


jus finish watching rainbow connection . wah shuang shuang . im so excited now ! cos tmr is der last episode of rainbow connection ler ! im hoping and counting down tu watch der last part ! im sure it will be nice but oso haf dat unwillingly feeling . tsk tsk mixed feelings . =/



todae went tu sch fer sec one orientation der meeting . we are class facilitators . wooh wooh . im so excited . cos can make frens wif those sec ones coming in . im partnered wif lydia . hahas . she rebonded her hair and when she tye it up damn cute . hahas lyk xiao mei mei kind . ya and der meeting wasnt dat long but was FUNNY ! cos ah kiat kip making mistakes when he briefing us . hahas and den oso adding on tu zal's jokes . it was fast and funny . and den aft which we went tu lot and haf our lucnh at ljs . actually meeting up vonne but she ccant make it so went wif them . and den we shopped ard and bought mani clips ! CLIPPERS DAY !!!! lols . and den we took neos . hahas it came out tu be DAMN nice . ya shopped ard and found dat actually farhanna oso lyk mickey stufff !!! yeahs ! and we agreed tu buy der mickey and minnie towel ! its realli nice noeing someone who share der same interest as u do ! and we had lotsa fun in those shops . great day out wif them . and oso we are gg bck tu buy our things on der 20th! cool . yeahs . and mi and farhanna went tu tke bus while mun and dia took mrt . reach hm bath and watch tv . and fell aslp till 7 den wake up . tonight gonna watch vcds till late late lo !




wooh holi ending ler ! hais sians ! don wann ! i haven enjoy myself yet i don wann go sec 4! im scared of o lvl ! and oso re exams coming ler !!!!! 12 dayss tu re exam ! and so fast so fast!!!!

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005


shag ! com sucks man ! or shld i say der internet ? lol . jus nw was typing my entry and den der internet jus gone lidat ! lol . i cant stand it la . ytd oso lidat . hai my dad der lappie oso ! starhub der yucks ! hahas . i've been rotting der whole day !



went tu lot and westmall wif mom and bro today . went westmall and bought my jacket . and oso i bought chicken little t shirt and oso my bro bought it too ! hahas 2 childish kids ! lols . and oso found my jacket ler . and oso went tu lot and bought my IP zone der shirt ler . lalala so happy . and den went hm and bought lotsa things tu eat . and den go hm slack and eat and watch VCDs ler ! shuang dao . wooh happy happy . and oso eat and eat tu forget smth . yeahs some pain i got ttoday .



rainbow connection is getting more and more exciting !!!! wooh no ones noes wad will happen tu xiao qian and yoyo . and oso thou yoyo is bad and der way she sees xiao qian looks evil . but she was forced into doing so . if she hadn't lose jian yi ind er first place she wouldn't haf resort tu dis . and oso dats why some guys are jerks ! hurting gals heart . w/o even noeing wad tey done is smtth dat cant be forgiven . let's see wad will happen tu jian yi and yoyo . excited !



`IM NOT GIVING UP!

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.



shag ! com sucks man ! or shld i say der internet ? lol . jus nw was typing my entry and den der internet jus gone lidat ! lol . i cant stand it la . ytd oso lidat . hai my dad der lappie oso ! starhub der yucks ! hahas . i've been rotting der whole day !



went tu lot and westmall wif mom and bro today . went westmall and bought my jacket . and oso i bought chicken little t shirt and oso my bro bought it too ! hahas 2 childish kids ! lols . and oso found my jacket ler . and oso went tu lot and bought my IP zone der shirt ler . lalala so happy . and den went hm and bought lotsa things tu eat . and den go hm slack and eat and watch VCDs ler ! shuang dao . wooh happy happy . and oso eat and eat tu forget smth . yeahs some pain i got ttoday .



rainbow connection is getting more and more exciting !!!! wooh no ones noes wad will happen tu xiao qian and yoyo . and oso thou yoyo is bad and der way she sees xiao qian looks evil . but she was forced into doing so . if she hadn't lose jian yi ind er first place she wouldn't haf resort tu dis . and oso dats why some guys are jerks ! hurting gals heart . w/o even noeing wad tey done is smtth dat cant be forgiven . let's see wad will happen tu jian yi and yoyo . excited !



`IM NOT GIVING UP!

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.



shag ! com sucks man ! or shld i say der internet ? lol . jus nw was typing my entry and den der internet jus gone lidat ! lol . i cant stand it la . ytd oso lidat . hai my dad der lappie oso ! starhub der yucks ! hahas . i've been rotting der whole day !



went tu lot and westmall wif mom and bro today . went westmall and bought my jacket . and oso i bought chicken little t shirt and oso my bro bought it too ! hahas 2 childish kids ! lols . and oso found my jacket ler . and oso went tu lot and bought my IP zone der shirt ler . lalala so happy . and den went hm and bought lotsa things tu eat . and den go hm slack and eat and watch VCDs ler ! shuang dao . wooh happy happy . and oso eat and eat tu forget smth . yeahs some pain i got ttoday .



rainbow connection is getting more and more exciting !!!! wooh no ones noes wad will happen tu xiao qian and yoyo . and oso thou yoyo is bad and der way she sees xiao qian looks evil . but she was forced into doing so . if she hadn't lose jian yi ind er first place she wouldn't haf resort tu dis . and oso dats why some guys are jerks ! hurting gals heart . w/o even noeing wad tey done is smtth dat cant be forgiven . let's see wad will happen tu jian yi and yoyo . excited !



`IM NOT GIVING UP!

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005


RE PAINTING !




wooh wooh ! todae i had a BIG repaint in my hse ! hahas see my title fer TODAY oso noe liao . it was tiring ! and i mean DAMN tiring kind ! cos we hafta wait fer der painter ti finish everything and repacked and clean der WHOLE hse agn ! lyk srping cleaning lidat . wah tired tired ~ so much dust and some small holes haf some dead XIAO QIANG ! donno die dere fer how mani yrs liao !



so i had tuition in der morning . but i was too tired ! and din cant concentrate very well lor . and my eyes kip closing and so i told my tcher tu let mi haf 1/2 hr off earlier cos i really cant tahan liao ! ytd i slept at 4 ! din slp well ! and oso wasnt slpy !!!! and den rit aft tuition i went tu SLP ! my rm was packed wif stuff frm der living rm and so i went off tu sis der rmb and slp ! wah shuang slp till 1 siah and we both wake up ler . actually b4 dat mom came in and told us she bought us breakie ler but damn tired so i jus slp !



den eat breakie and watch ALOT LYK LOVE ! damn nice show ! thou its abit outdated but nvm la stil can watch . as wad mun said last tym ashton kutcher is realli HANDSOME ! hahas . and der main actress wasnt dat bad afterall . jus dat she smoked in der show and i hate gals who smoke ya . but nvm its jus A SHOW ! den lalala ice cream man came ! but its not der one we used tu buy frm last tym . but nvm cos its DAMN hot and i nid some cooling stuff . but it sucks la ! i regret buying ! yucks and nvr will i buy agn frm der person !



so we stayed in der kitchen practically der whole afternoon cos der WHOLE living rm was being in work ! so we had tu stay in der kitchen , and whenever we wann take smth frm der rm nid tu wear slipper and go rm . lol . cos der whole floor covered wif newspaper ! and oso some parts of der walls . lyk can read news as u walk . hahas . and der person went fer a 2hr lunch ! end up so late den come bck lor . and den so late den finish . somemore use my hse der bathrm . sian dao . and den finally tey went off !



and its our show ! and we had tu clean up der walls,floor and stuff . hafta vacuum,mop,clean der walls la . so mani things and den put der stuff bck tu der place ! and den do dis and dat ! wah siah so tiring and end up everything done ! was so relieve man ! and den go bath and mommy help mi cook noodles ! wah so good siah ! and mommy is buying der shirt at IP zone fer mi ! yeahs i love mommy !



todae DAMN tiring la ! anyw xmas is coming and oso im gg off tu genting oso ! hahas can shop till i drop ! hahas gonna buy mani mani mickey stuff ! =)

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

Monday, December 12, 2005


im back in action ! hahas .



here goes fer today !


woke up damn late . i slept at 1 plus ytd cos i couldnt slp and so i decided tu do some phys questions lor . and surprisely i manage tu solve it . tsk tsk . *claps fer layss* . see im not dat LAZY afterall ! hahas . and den aft doing i feel so sians and decided tu head fer lala land .



yeahs so today woke up ler , helped my mom wif HOUSEWORK agn ! donno how mani tyms dis wk liao lor . and everytym mus do and help her . cant blame it cos she's my mom . and so i cleaned up der walls of my rm today . and helped wif der vacuuming . and i went swimming today ! yeahs it was hot and SUNNY ! i love it ! and so went swimming ard 2 plus and all dat way till 4 plus . wooh hot hot . and den aft which went tu eat at lot wif emiko . yeahs finally i tasted der korean food ler ! okkies la not dat nice but overall still okkies lor . and so we went rotting at lot . till 7 plus den we went hm . oh ya today saw 3 ppl whom i rarely see ! and long wanted tu see ! wanjie,zhijie and jasmine . lols . hahas and wanjie was wif her mom and so we went over and said hi tu her . and chatted and went off .



jasmine realli changed . im not close wif her . jus dat she used tu be my sch mate . and wooh she changed her hairstyle and dyed her hair . ya and look more lian . mayb ? who noes . and oso ZHIJIE ! hahas dat person long tym nvr see him . guess he's stil out dere noeing more gals ? hahas and dat reaction we all had when we see each other was DAMN funny !


ya and so i went hm and was in tym tu catch "jue dui da wan jia" ! phews hengs ah ! watched der campus superstar part . wooh so mani twins down dere wor . and den some got in and some were out very sad . anyw dere was dis pair whr tey were out and der sis was blaming her sis fer not singing songs together at first . lols . and sogi was dere tu calm dem down and console them . anyw wads over is over so jus let go and carry on wif life . but i noe some ppl realli wann be superstar well mayb when older ? hahas . now study first .



i wann go esplanade and view der nite view ! hahas and tmr my hse re painting ! and guess wad ? my mom wants mi tu stay at hm ! lols . hahas she wants mi tu help out lor . nvm la . anyw mom's getting mi a jacket and 3 shirts frm IP zone ! i love her ! muacks !


nth fer today , bb ! and tmr well see ! =)

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

Sunday, December 11, 2005


sundays are boring !bleahs and yucks ! i hate sundays!



ytd i slept at 1.30 lidat . wooh tired tired . was so bored and came online and chatted wif PIG till 1.30 and i went off . and thx tu wood fer teaching tu hw tu do maple stuff . thou in der end i still din get it . wahahas . but thx anyway . =)


so i woke up ard 11 todae . actualli wanted tu slp longer but was woken up by gf's msg . and so couldnt slp bck so i woke up lor . ya and slack agn at hm . and watch VCDS agn ! hahas im addicted tu my tvee ler ! everytym would watch VCDS or tvee ! *mus control myself ler !* and mom went out wif auntie and came hm ard 2.30 . so bro was getting ready tu go fer his swimming lessons . mom and his sis were all gg out together tu buy some stuff . so i had tu tke bro tu his swimming lessons . *he's beside mi rit nw !*



i realli cant stand kids ! hahas . tey are very IRRITATING ! and todae my IDIOTIC bro , wanted tu eat choco b4 we went out tu der pool . and i told him not tu eat cos ltr swimming will feel too full and vomit . and so he din listen and i scolded him and he cried ! wah paing makes mi headache la . and den he cry and cry and cry . NON STOP ! lyk those non stop songs ! hahas . and he called up my mom who was outside and he complained tu her and her din wann tu go swimming . den aft a while he cry finish , he wanted tu go ! lols . omg ! so troublesome rit ? tu haf a bro ! *he's reading wad i typed !* sheesh !



i brought him dere and msg emiko and met her at westmall . so aft my bro's swimming lessons started i went off tu mit emiko at westmall . and converse having LAST DAY of sales lehs ! and everything DAMN cheap and i saw a jacket . original price is 60 but nw selling at 30 ! half price ! but too bad la i din haf enuff money . so din buy lor . and went tu acc emiko tu haf her lunch . and den i went off tu fetch my bro . came bck jus in tym ! he was up frm der pool ! and aft he bathed and everything we went tu tke bus tu lot . DER BUS DAMN SLOW !



and went tu eat at MAC AGN ! mac agn ! and its NUGGETS agn ! pengs . everytym eat mac . and oso i din wan tu eat it was bro who wanted and no choice being a GOOD SIS i hafta go along wif him . and we left aft eating and walk ard and saw der OP shorts and SKIRT ! i wann~ and den went tu ICE LEMON TEE and bought my shorts ! hehes , actually buying der khaki colour but din haf L so i bought der black one instead ! *bro's luffing rit nw !* cos smth did happen in ICE LEMON TEE ! shhhh!!!!!


and den went hm aft dat . still did manage tu buy my pounch . and nw dere's no nice show . so i jus use der com and jus nw bro helped mi pull out some strand of WHITE HAIR ! omg im getting old~ hahas so if nxt tym i happen tu cant rmb who u r . don blame mi la cos im OLD LER ~ getting more white hair ! but some ppl say if u pluck one den it will grow 3 . but i don care la . jus hate WHITE HAIR ALOT !!!!!! yeahs and mom bought mi nice pumps ! can save my money ler . and oso recently i bought mani things . mom paid all ! lols . love her ~



anyw JIAN FEI DA JI HUA starts frm tmr~ swimming 5 laps ! jia you LAYSS ! =)

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

Saturday, December 10, 2005


nw its 1.o3am in der morning . 11.12.05.




PIG is leaving in 2 dayss
XMAS is coming in 14 dayss
RE EXAMS is coming in 16 dayss
GOING OFF IN 12 dayss




im COUNTING DOWN . lalala . cos im bored here . and oso not mani ppl are online rit nw . so i jus post smth here ? hmms wonder if i ever live in western countries ?



it will be so cool ! and damn great ! and if xmas is coming
-wann my hse decorated
-eat turkey
-snow
-party in my hse !
-XMAS TREE !
-LOTSA xmas presents !


it will be so fun ! but im living in s'pore ! so i mus accept dat fact ! but its kinda fun la . cos on xmas i wann go town wif frens ! lets go wild and mad !!!! and oso i wann lotsa xmas gifts!


and oso i haven go and check out KD 'S WALLET ! i wann buy a nice nice one .
and i mus BUY A NICE NICE ONE FER PIG !
IM GONNA HAND MAKE SMTH FER LOVERS
wann buy one fer EMIKO !


im gg genting and so before i get bck i mus buy ler . and oso im gonna get smth frm genting fer lovers and KD ! AND pig ! impt ppl in my life !


nw i realise one thing . dat is everytime when smth happens i will tink of those ppl first . cos tey are IMPT ppl in my life !


SO SANTA my wish fer xmas is
to pray der best fer dis ppl !

lovers-cos tey stood by mi, nvr give up on mi,be wild and mad wif mi . and of cos i do love them . and when times are vad lets pull thru together ,. we will nvr be broken up by anyone ! MAY OUR FRENSHIP LAST ! *layss-fuifui-munzii-covalent bond*

KD-hmms *pray in silence fer kd* secret !

finally


PIG !-stands b mi oso . nvr fails tu cheer mi up of even touched mi sometimes ! and oso we are similar in mani ways and oso diff ! and SUPER is our word ! rmb 17 !* its a lucky no fer us ! =)


ending here- KD rocks !

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.



went shopping todae !



i got things sorted out todae . everything was so called settled . u might be wondering hw we settle it . world war 3 happen in my hse . yea and so i guess ur noe wad how we settle it . i guess everything is bck tu whr it shld be nw . and i hope things will improved and get better .


so i went shopping wif mom todae ! and my neighbour came along too . =) . before we went shopping , we went tu cut hair first . ya and actually it was my bro and mommy who is cutting but end up mommy insist on mi doing treatment . so i jus did as told . it wasnt as dry as before . kinda cheap and good oso . and we used up alot of tym dat we can used tu shop on hair ! lol and we went off tu OG ard 3 plus . by then i was so hungry . cos i din haf my breakie and i woke up late . so when we go dere we jus bought some small little snacks and off we go shopping ! went bugis village first and din see any nice and new stuff so we went off tu OG shortly .


in dere it was DAMN crowded ! everywhr was having sale and it was so packed wif ppl ! lol . and i manage tu squeeze my way thru . but i saw a pair of shorts but din haf my size so went off . and look ard and my neighbour was buying clothes fer her children . ya and i din buy any cos all wasnt suitable . jus look ard . but i manage tu buy 2 more sports bra ! one yellow and one black ! hahas . love it so muchies ! and den bought CHOCO PIE ! AND OSO BELGIUM CHOCOLATES ! hahas and went off aft 3-4 hrs of shopping and went tu eat .


so we had a hard tym deciding . cos der kids jus haf picky mouth ! and dis don wann dat don wann . so we jus told them tu make their choice . and so we went off tu eat at kallang dere . der NO SIGNBOARD restaurant . it was nice ! der crabs and prawns were damn fresh ! and i found out one thing . kids nowadays are so TROUBLESOME !

jus nw we ordered "tofu on hotpan" . and so normally we eat dis dish der tofu comes in circle shape and der kids love dis dish alot . and so of cos tey expect dat it will come in circle shape but when der cover lid was open it turned out dat der tofu was in square shape ! and my neighbour's kid was so picky and started tu throw tantrum . he cried when his mom scolded him . and make a big fuss down dere . so realli kids nowadats are so troublesome ! even if der tofu shape is not wad tey wann immediately tey don wann tu eat . so i guess kids are TOUGH AND DIFFICULT tu handle !


yup and so i ate alot jus nw ! its tym tu exercise ! i mus go swimming nxt wk ! mayb 3 days a wk ! i wann lose fats !!! mus work very hard tu lose fat ! =)

okkies well things on der inside are settled but somethings came out agn .


someone tried tu spike mi ? ya wif smth . and oso im gonna say : i guess its hard fer u tu change nw since ALOT of ppl hate u so much nw ! and of cos im one of them . wad u wrote ytd was realli pure FLIRTING ! i din do anything and offend u . but in turn i get dis kinda treatment . wadever it is . u're listed as one of der bitches in my list rit nw ! and oso i hate u ! u suck !


ya so xmas is coming in 15 dayss ! =)


&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

Friday, December 09, 2005


i jus deleted der post i written jus nw . wasnt happy .


went out todae ! FINALLY ! i've been a good gal staying at hm dis few days ! i helped my mom wif her housework . and oso i did some holi hw . and oso i did study fer phys . but i stil suck in it . so nvm la . practise makes perfect ! i mus somehow practise more ! WAKE UP LAYSS ! NO MORE SLACKING ! anyw dad din allow mi tu stay in s'pore while tey go genting and he insist on mi gg . wth . i realli hate my life rit nw ! sucks . dis word simply describes how my life is rit nw . im being controlled . im 15 gg on 16 . and stil tey treat mi lyk a 3 yr old kid . tink im stil young and innocent and everything oso donno . but i DON ! I DON OK ! ur don trust , respect and give mi enough freedom . dats wad i hate bout ur ! everything starts becos of ur not giving mi enough freedom . i cnt stay out late ur wil tink im doing smth bad . hanging wif gangs . i cnt stay at hm alone . cos ur scare our hse will be robbed ! or smth wil happen tu mi . i rather stay in my house and study rather den go genting ! fancy telling mi tu tke my books dere and study ! no use la . might as well play and waste tym and in der end DROP PHYS LA ! ur look down on mi mahs . i cnt succeed in phys ! ya i cnt ! so wat ? im not A FAILURE stil ! *feelings shit tu der core !*


met up wif my best pals in my pri sch . tey are realli der best ! i stil love them stil ! and when being wif them i'll recalled wad we did in pri sch . alot of fun stuff and activities ! we love tu lyk dis idol or dat idol , chat together , go each other hse and eat maggie mee and stuff . i miss those days ! those days whr i don nid tu tink so much and i cn carry on wif my life as free as possible. not lyk now ! anyw ya we went causeway and acc steph tu get some stuff of her work things and we went off tu plaza . jus walk ard plaza and realise it has changed damn much ler ! not lyk der old one . but i find it kinda funny cos tey build cafe cartel down dere ! and so i was lyk dis kinda cafes shld be in town not here . lol . ya jus went ard looking fer my new costmetic pounch . but din find any so nvm . went tu eat at yoshinoya whr step works and we ate as we watch her work. hahas and i dirtied der whole floor . and sorry ya steph . din mean it anyway . den went off tu lot wif yvonne .

saw mun when i was on der bus and she's down at der bus stop . tink she waiting fer eunice . and went off tu lot . wanted tu buy some stuff end up nvr buy . so im gonna buy my shorts and smth tmr~ mayb i'll jus go lot alone and buy my stuff . ya loves shopping alone at tyms lyk dis . went off tu find mun and she was stil dere . she's so tanned now ! so nice can . ya den chatted all der way till 7 plus wif her and i went off and she went tu eunice hse . and reach hm watch tv till 10 and now im blogging . my mood is tu shit now ! don wann continue anymore . wann slp !

`im tired cos ur don understand mi at all ! ur find it weird why i don gif attitude tu my frens . der reason is simple . cos tey understand mi . tey understand who im and oso respect mi . but wad bout ur ? ur don trust mi and stuff . and dats why i oso in turn gained der trust and respect frm my frens . and dats why i treasure them so much and i of cos wont gif them attitude anyhow . when im wif them my worries all gone. i cn be who i wan tu be . i cn luff lyk mad and play lyk wild . but wif ur ? hass i guess it wont be der same . and everytime i go out wif them . when i mus rush hm tey will oso rush hm wif mi . i realli wann them tu stay longer and so tey cn enjoy themselves . but tey rush off together wif mi . and seeing them do so i feel guilty i feel dat why i cnt stay longer . anyway i realli do dislike der life im leading now . i wanna cry ! cry it all out at once ! =/

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

Thursday, December 08, 2005


i jus found out dat der copycat is getting frm bad tu worst or shld i say worst tu worser ? i hate her ! dats my 3 words tu express how i tink bout her . cos she simply sucks ! why mus she over and over do dis kinda stuff ? will she be so happy and satisfied ?! i tink she must be nuts ! and she loves tu copy ppl so much den don wann ppl tu copy u ! hello i shld say u are a copy cat in der first place ! before u say ppl copy u ok! so pissed off rit now !


im getting pissed off wif so mani things ard mi !


things ard mi ! all getting so nuts ! copycats la , bitches la , backstabbers la , hypo la ! dad's forcing mi tu go genting when im not in der mood tu go ! i told him re exams are coming and are VERY impt tu mi . cos simply i sucks in phys and dats why i nid practise and tuitions and den xmas i can relax myself out ! and he doesn't understand ! I TOLD HIM LER ! and he insist mi in going cos he's jus scare if im alobe at hm smth bad will happen ! dats wad he tinks ! cant stay at chaalets ! and stuff cos he everytym so superstitious ! and i realli don wann go ! its not fun up dere ! cold and i don even wann play ! cos my mood sucks rit now and of cos till den it will stil be suck up !


i donno why . life's fer mi now is changing ! im stupid ! i admit im ! okkies and oso im lazy ! and everthing la ! i jus jate my life rit now !everything is changing ! and i don lyk der way it is now !


im having serious moodswings ! so better don provoke mi if possible !

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005


bro's sick ! and oso lover 2 !


hahas bro's down wif fever ! and means he cant mad wif mi,shout wif mi,let mi vent anger,let mi hit,let mi pinch,luff and dance and sing wif mi ! m i a bad sister ? pinch ? hit ? hahas we are always lidat at hm ! we can sing and shout very loud and mommy will always scold us . but dats our fav job tu do ! rmb when he and i was young i used tu play lotsa games . those teacher-students , cooking la etc .. those were der fun tyms we had ! and everytym we would end up quarreling ! and called it a day . or even don "fren" him . hahas . but sometimes he's a pain in der neck ! noisy and irritating and sickening ! sometimes when i bad mood still got disturb mi or irritate mi . and sometimes "tou chi" my food or tibits . but i stil love my bro ! <3


lover 2 is sick too ! she's down wif fever ! better get well soon and we hafta fetch our DEAREST LOVER 4 dis fri ! and haf our date on sat ! mus get well !!! faster faster ! lOve ya lotsa ! and thx fer der VCD once agn ! =)


hmms korea show agn ! weets ~ i love it so muchies 1 esp dis one which im watching rit now ! SANG DOO LETS GO SCH ! and dats rain inside ! eunice's hubby ! and oso a cute little gal named bao er ! and rain played as der father of bao er and tey are realli so loving and look so much lyk father and nu er ! funny show ! im gonna continue tmr~ lalala . aft dis show i wann watch tian guo der jia yi ! and love at havard ! so mani shows awaiting fer mi tu watch !!!! i mus chiong liao .

jus watched finish "wu chu cai hong" ! i watch ler so pek chek ! jianyi is such a HEARTBREAKER ! nw he changed totallie ! he's now confused over who tu choose . xiaoqian or yoyo ! and now somemore tong ju wif xiao qian ! i mean is she very good ?! i don tink so i tink she's so hao lian ! argh i hate it ! and nw thier r/s is lyk so ..... i mus watch !!! hahas im too excited over tv shows ! dats why i love acting so much too ! mayb nxt tym i join mediacorp ? siao ! nah nah nah !


guys are realli heartless at tyms ! at der start of ur r/s will be so damn nice and swit tu u . buy mani things fer u and say so much swit stuff tu u . (im not saying anyone) . and onli some guys are lidat . and when break treat u damn cold or wadever crap la . i hate dis type of guys ! tey are cowards more than a real man ! yucks i despse ur !



so i slack der whole day at hm todae ! i watch SANG DOO LETS GO SCH ! whole day ! slack slack and SLACK ! wah but its good staying at hm . so nice . doing nth but slack . holi hw are all over de place . in no mood tu do la . so sian . jus wann slack more . tmr's having tuition agn ! sian !


gonna go lala land liao ! nites !

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.






















picture 1 : dats whr we are at ! an unknown bus stop !
picture 2: my good hair day ! see my brown hair ( i din dye) .
picture 3: my spastic face wif NO SKILLS ! dats why it looks weird !
picture 4: we decided tu haf funny faces ! and here comes my xzz face !!!!
picture 5: SEE MY BIGG MOUTH ?! A FLY CAN FLY IN ! dats how shocked we are !
picture 6: dats us ! der lovers . and lovers forever !
picture 7: dats how angry we look !

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

Tuesday, December 06, 2005


went out agn todae . :)


i had a great "harvest" todae ! thou i promise someone i wont spend money but window shopping i end up buying a few stuff and were kinda cheap . promised PIG not tu spend money but i stil spend . sorry PIG ! i'll control myself frm spending agn nxt tym . =/ .


i went queensway wif eunice earlier . we intend tu shop ard fer her cousin's b'dae gift . wnd up we din saw any nice stuff dere but i bought my shorts . fer 15 bucks yeah ? cheap cheap cheap ! and i had MAC agn fer lunch todae ! im gg nuts wif MAC ard mi fer lunch and dinner fer der past few days . i shall refrain frm eatin mac fer dis wk . yeahs and we went off shortly aft i bought my shorts . went tu der usual bus-stop . standing down "sun tanning" agn ! freaking hot la . was sweating all over . and we waited fer so mani buses and see which bus is gg bugis . end up we hafta tke der 100 which is on der opp side ! and we climbed der freaking stairs ! it was a long journey tu beach rd . we alight near esplanade and change bus tu get down tu bugis . and walk tu parco ! lol ! u might be wondering why not tak cabbie or mrt tu make our life easier . but its so hot dat we cant stand it !


went ard parco and din see any nice clothes at all . kinda boring and was itching tu get tu village as soon as lover 3 came . but she wan damn slow . cant say she is slow but der mrt is slow ! and we went village first and look fer b'dae gifts . butt din found any . went up and oso din see any nice ones . and i finally got my mickey bag . fer 15 bucks yeahs ? 15 agn ! haas im so fated wif 15 todae ! and den went ard and finally lover 3 came ! we went ard and saw no bags . and went catz apparen and saw a nice half jacket ! so i bought it fer 17 bucks . i love it so much ! and finally lover 3 bought her bag and eunice bought a skirt and a shirt fer her cousin . so nice of her . =) and we went tu tke mrt hm . on der way was so sleepy and lover 3 did smth real funny !


went lot and check out some stuff . and bought bb tea and went off . its damn tiring todae ! im feeling so tired now . im not gonna go out tmr . staying at hm and watch vcds ? yeahs . and slack ard . IM MISSING LOVER 4 AKA MUN ZI ! be back fast !

so i cn sae todae bought kinda alot of stuff and oso got at cheap prices !


but der auntie who sold mi der bag was damn idiotic ! i was lyk asking her how much she can give apart frm der original price . i was purely asking onli ! and den when i receive lover 3 msg i told der auntie i'll come agn and see if lover 3 wann buy . and she say i ask her bout der pricing ler and MUS buy ! wth ! i was so disatisfied man ! i realli wann slap her face and walk off . i mean i was asking fer der price not saying i wann tu buy ! i nvr wann tu mit dis kinda sellers agn !


im damn tired now . gonna rest .

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

Monday, December 05, 2005


i mus post agn !


i jus finish watching "wu chu cai hong " and wth ! xiaoqian dat grp won ! it s sickening! i hate it ! i mean why ?! der jianyi dance so well oso . why mus let der other pair win ! and oso yoyo hurt her leg fer der competition ! argh !!!! and den der jianyi ! qian bian guy ! wif der xiaoqian ! idiotic gal la . dis kinda show see liao very xin gu lehs . wa my jian yi and yoyo !shitshit shit ! i guess im too worked up bout der show . but der show is damn nice lors .


ok ok i mus relax

mus do yoga !

using my leg and curl myself up into a fishball .


im now stuck up wif phys hw agn ! it sucks terribly . i jus don understand wad der hell der question is toking bout and dis is driving mi crazy ! driving mi nuts ! re exams are jus coming in 22 days ! and im down here as slow as a snail . learning things frm start . doing questions and seeing lotsa questions aft questions ! i hate it . i don wann phys ! i hate it ! but wad tu do i stil hafta take it . hai holi aint lyk one ! first 3 wks lessons , den lotsa holi assignment , chinese,eng,maths,chem and now re exams ! sec 4 life i noe its gonna be tough ! sucks la . everything sucks . my mood sucks too !

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.



`our frenship will nvr be broken uo by small stuff . dis frenship
will go on and on till eternity . <3>




todae was a great dae out wif my gf !


now den i realised somethimes we cant take things fer granted . its beens such a long tym since i went out wif my gf . i used tu rmb when we are in sec 1 whr we are young and innocent . =/. ya and we are realli lyk twins den . we love tu buy der same things . lyk clothes,bags,shoes etc . haas we are damn great frens . ya and every sat we almost spend der day together . but in sec 2 we started tu quarrel,haf conflicts and stuff . so we strained alot . she had her own frens and mi too . we din cared much bout each other's life . and we din tok alot . jus normal classmates . but turn out when we are in sec 3 . we got back together . ya cos we did cip together and so its lyk we went out aft cip wif der others and oso we got tu noe mun and fui2 . ya den we had our lovers gang . till now every piece of memory i had wif my gf are so swit . i'll nvr forget them even if i leave wwss nxt yr .



dis shows how much i love my life rite now wif all my lovers and frens ard mi ! =)

i went queensway todae ! i bought one shorts fer 10 bucks ! cheap yeah ? and oso i aim fer dis skirt which is lyk 15 bucks ? so damn cheap ! yeahs and we saw lotsa nike,addidas stuff man ! but all were so damn ex ! and so we din manage tu afford any . so we out and wondering whr tu go nxt . wif mi wearing my ripcurl shorts and tee we couldn't go town . but aft much thoughts i jus heck care and went town . we checked out any new stuff at robinsons . but din see any so we went tu wisa ma der isetan . and din see anythings on sales . so went tu lido der isetan and sen sports bra on sales ! and so i bought two ! and oso i saw one nike sleeveless ! fer 23 bucks ! im gonna get it tmr ! and oso one addidas shirt fer 29 ! omg ! dats damn cheap . im gonna get it soon. yeahs and oso my dear havanas sandal . went off shortly aft we bought . ook 190 hm . and tata here im updating my blog . tmr gg out agn wif lover2 and 3 ! MUN WE MISS U ! ENJOY UR CAMP ! smoochies ! =)

yeahs and oso i did treatment todae . my hair's getting dry so i mus take care of it . yeahs .

go tu go anf do my work liao .tata





&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

Sunday, December 04, 2005


star awards jus finished ! now tey having der "celebration party"


hmms dis yr kinda satisfied wif the results . haas do i sound lyk im der judge ? lol . wow i realli admire those clebrity lehs . tey haf such nice figure and everything ! i love `ou xuan's smile and her complexion ! `michelle xie's shoulders ! i love their gowns so much ! its damn nice and of cos damn ex too ! der most funny part was fann wong and christopher lee ! hahas tey are a couple and so ppl kept teasing them esp:zoe tay ! haas . fann wong's dressing was unique ! and christopher lee was damn shuai ! wa `mei nu and jun nan ! `fann wong and christopher lee ! and now it realli shows u hafta make alot of effort tu become a good actor/actress !


2nd day im torned apart ! i cant stand her sickening attitude and her poke into everything attitude . i noe u are trying tu be a good "S" but jus dat u are over ! over ! im not a kid anymore and i noe wads right and wrong fer mi ! so i don nid u tu interfere ! seriously saying ppl say we look alike . but no use we don get along well . i admire those sisters who are so close . and frm young i wished fer dat tu happen but it doesn't seems tu happen . u nid tu understand . im not someone whom u can judge by my looks,behaviour,dressing or wad so ever . im someone u nid tu take alot tym tu discover my true self . my funny part and everything ! but u jus don . `t0rned ! once agn i broke down todae .

i happen tu on my scv and saw tian guo der jia yi . omg it was damn nice . i saw mun's lg in it ! overall kinda nice ! i mus borrow frm eunice soon and watch it . den after which i saw love at havard kinda don suit mi . but im still gonna watch cos i jus watch a small tiny part . der most i wann tu watch is der other show by rain ! i heard how interesting der show is by koh and eunice . sooo mani shows tu watch and no tym tu study and do hw ! shit !


todae i slacked der whole day ! i woke up kinda earli . nth tu do i jus watch those kid shows ! lol . and went tu watch scv and stuff . and it was so hot and makes mi slpy and i went fer my nap . so shuang when i woke up and i started tu prepare and bath and go out and mit my mom . we went jp tu eat swensen(fer er jioe b'dae) and kinda full till now . saw jingyi she working dere . hmm but she ddin see mi . and den we went ntuc and did some grocery and PMS CRAMP ! fck mans . damn pain dats how tough women how . so men u mus be very nice tu us women ok! i mean ladies and gentlemen ! ya and went hm by cab and watch tv till now . still watching . tmr's gonna go out wif kohwei ! lalala . our date out tu buy things ~


&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

Saturday, December 03, 2005


im truly touched by wad "k" told mi in der blog . i read and cried . i noe as a fren . u are concerned and wann noe . and thx so much fer cheering mi up wif those riddles ! i realli appreciate . u were down fer mi twice . thx fer being dere fer mi . ya i nid tym tu pick myself up agn . i will not give up on myself since u as a fren haven . i'll be fine aft some time . now den i noe i realli meant alot tu u . im so glad and u oso meant alot tu mi and i promise i'll be fine . i jus nid tym . thx so much !


and as fer my lil didi . u're der first one tu ask mi wad happen . i poured out everything and im so touched wad u said . and of cos aft i poured out everything im feeling better now . ya i broke down and im kinda fine now . u believe mi and told mi lotsa things and i will tink everything thru . u're always my lil didi ! being dere fer mi . thou things are past but i noe u will always stand by mi . im glad tu haf u as my lil didi . u understand mi too . u noe how i tink . thx so much !


fer eunice my lover . i noe lovers will always stand by mi . i noe ur always will . and i promise i wont breakdown agn . thx fer asking . im realli glad tu haf u dere when im realli down . i can say ur jus der best lovers in der world ! love ya guys !


im glad tu those who stood by mi . thx a million !

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.



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LAYSS is my name.life won't be fun without my dear lovers, girl/guyfriends & everyone! someone who loves to go crazy with her gfs. who hopes to travel around the world and swim with the dolphins. she bears grudges though she knows its not good. being happy is wad she loves most. & of cause she loves to eat ! (:

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i love the sun, the sea and the beach! tanning sessions with gfs! chilling out with big mama (: im a shopaholic! i can shop for hrs i LOVEEE to sleeeppp (:

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all the bitter food & herbal teas hate being disturbed when im sleeping =x waiting for a very long time

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