-01.04.06- HAPPY APRIL FOOL TO EVERY0NE! =)))
wad a b0ring aftern0on. supp0sed to g0 out to sh0p f0r some things in t0wn. but happen that my dearest yv0nne is n0t free. s0ooo decided t0 stay at h0me instead. =((( i MISS l0vers! haas. u sh0uld be wondering why c0s i see them in sch0ol everyday and i miss them. i must be mad. =/


its been such a l0ng l0ng time we ever g0 out. i miss th0se days. where we sh0pped and get crazy. where we rushed here and dere f0r shopping. taking l0tsa neos. aww~ realli miss these days! but seems like n0w all of us are busy with 0ur own stuff. s0 its hard f0r us t0 go out. =(


went t0 sch for rehersal in e morning. was kinda bad c0s i was late ehs. and everyone was like waiting f0r mi. =/ s0rry guys. m0n is our s and d. h0pe everything g0es well as this is our last s and d. 4F`IANS ROCKS! =))) i LOVE all of ya! s0rry for my nasty temper jus now. went jp and bought drinks and went h0me. tata~ reached home! haas ytd nite old chang wanted t0 prank call mi f0r april fool. and its like 1 am plus in e m0rning? i didnt care much. l0ls. t0o bad! b00!


i've made up my mind. the very last decision! GIVE UP! =)))) c0ngrats t0 myself. i w0nt turn bck anym0re. i w0nt l0ok bck. c0s even if i d0 i n0e u would ask mi t0 stay. nah NO MORE LOOKING BCK! kampateii to layss! if old chang can d0 it last time why not mi?! c0s i've already let g0 on e 24th! l0ve is jus a fantasy 0r a dream f0r mi now. f0r now studies are the m0st impt! and 2nd is frens. i w0nt h0pe f0r wadever l0ve l0ve stuff anymore! I WONT! i make a decision and that is NEVER TURN BCK! i d0n need a b0yfriend n0w. i haf frens and family. and i do hope to n0e more frens. enj0y while im still y0ung! =)))


im getting m0re and m0re tomboy. l0ls. wonder why. hahas. mayb c0s im a crazer everyday? im g0nna learn h0w to be shu nu! hahas. can i? hahas it'll be s0 weird. l0ls. see h0w la. time passes s0 fast. april is here. and 7 m0re mths to o's! nxt wk onwards im studying in sch. meet up m0re teachers for my weaker subjects. akinso's b'dae is c0ming! =))) g0od luck to her im g0nna do something t0 her !!!!! wahaha.


[[- wadever it is nvr turn bck. i've decided to d0 so. jus NEVER TURN BCK! -]] 0ff i go!

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TODAY IS A BAD AND SUEY DAY FOR MI! i jus hate today s0 much! s0meone wh0m i sued t0 respect s0 much but n0w i depise and hate s0 much. u need n0t sh0ut at mi in fr0nt of so mani ppl. i need respect can! i n0e wad to d0. IM NOT TRUSTED BY TEACHERS. i will rmb wad u say. i cant f0rgive u and f0rget wad happen. =x i HATE u!


th0u today is awards day but my m0od has been spoilt s0 much by u! i tot t0day will be great but turn out it was worst! the breakfast was realli tasteless, the pr0grammes were b0ring n0thing seem t0 interest mi. i seem t0 hate this sch m0re and m0re. in there we are like d0gs. and aft sch we are d0gs that are being released. d0gs that l0nged to be released. hais. life isnt great at all! SUCKS =/


i jus chatted wuth gf. SHE'S E BEST! i mean BEST! she and mi has telepathy. we d0 understand h0w each other feel. i chatted my hearts out with her jus now and we g0t realli telepathy! i love her~! =))) she's e best! s0meone who understands mi e best! CHEERIOS FOR GF!


a p0em for now

everything changed jus s0 fast
a blink 0f an eye
everything that was used t0 be were g0ne and dead
i could nvr n0e this could happen
i tot it was imp0ssible
pls d0n make mi hate u c0s i don wan
u c0uld nvr n0e how i feel
i fall the m0st and st0od up by myself
but f0r u g0d has created a nice path ahead f0r u
while mine i hafta walk myself
th0u its t0ugh but im able
thx all this while


n0 mood t0 blog anym0re. thx

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-29.03.06- i ran my 2.4 today! YIPEE! and i got e timing dat i targeted for! YIPEE! WOOHAA! so happy! =)))) c0s i aim f0r like 15 mins. and turn out i ran ff0r 12 mins! wow im so proud of myself c0s i did it! chi0ng all e way. =)))



s and d t0day by akinso class was superb! haas. akinso was soooooooo cute! wahaha! and i LOVE AKINSO! hahas. and i was practically luffing my ass 0ff. *smiles* akins0 didnt let mi d0wn. my nails are so SHORT now! all because 0f miss teo! she warned mi t0 cut but then i didn't haf time and os0 i couldn't find one by t0day and so during recess she made mi stay bck and cut my nails. l0ls. b0 liao rit. =/ I NEED MISS OOI! hahas. c0s my grades for chi are dr0pping like no 0ne's business! all thx t0 ruhua! =x after sch had awards day rehersal. and we FAKED it thru. wad a FAKE rehersal =/ and we were under e SCORCHING BLOODY hot sun. can u imagine?! i mean its different fr0m tanning. T0TALLY diff! and everything went thru quite sm0oth. jus that e bl0ody bitch and bastard wasn't happy with s0me stuff and e bl0ody bitch went screaming ard. F*CK her! and i saw him. =|


=| ? im n0t sure h0w shld i react. shld i jus turn my head and nvr turn bck. and jus l0ok ahead? im confused?! wad m i doing. i wanted t0 give up and its on e progress 0f doing so and when i saw him wad happen to mi! all this were jus shits and craps. im tired if u aint. i didn't react at first c0s he was sitting near us until i couldn't take it when he g0t up to receive his award i clapped aloud! i didn't haf e courage to say hi until he was my class there and i called out to him and said a hi. he waved back. this simple wave means alot to mi. IM CONFUSED! argh~

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-27.03.06- this is e day where eunice tan aka fui2 discovered e pattern on e p0lky stick! hahas and she found it s0 er xin and said dat she will nvr eat p0kly agn! haas. and she g0t so disguisted by e pattern and she was practically g0ing mad! hahas eunice this para is jus for u! =))) i'll get m0re p0kly and eat away e strawberry part leaving 0nli e biscuit for u!


well hahas this has been e j0ke of e day! l0ls and im so surprise she actually discover aft eating for like 15 yrs? hahas. anyw less0ns were b0ring today. and i realli hate MB! i mean in e first place mi and eunice werem't toking anymore during ur lessons and can u stop pin pointing us? i mean we did keep quiet and we do our work seriouslu during ur ss lessons! s0 pls stop all ur nonsense th0u i heard frm P saying u're an experienced teacher. well i respect u but d0 stop pin p0inting mi and her! cant stand Mb she's jus so biased! YUCKSpui! =/

during english mi and eunice g0t so high up. hahas we actually came up with alot of nice words. like bl0ody red menses, bl0ody red spaghetti and blah blah blah! hahas. less0ns were still ok but after sch we had a dialogue with P. and we suggested to her 0f us changing mt class c0s seriously we do need to work on our chi now. c0s mt o lvl chi pp is nearing! and i realli cant stand her. s0 P suggested to try changing us into an0ther class or not a new teacher. i jus don wann ruhua! thats it!

o0ps and e RETURN OF THE SPY KID is bck! hahas. t0day sim told us smth. and all 0f us started our spy kid stuff. guess there is realli one in our class. s0 BEWARE! hahas. =/

wed is great! i'll be l0oking forward to it! cos that day we can get released at 1235 BUT we still haf rehersal for awards day till 2 plus? h0pe so . hahas better den nth.


0ff i go!

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-26.03.06-sundays are BORING!
i saw a new BRAZIL bag! *screams*
its white and GREEN!
im really getting in l0ve with green!!!!
it c0st ard 70? yeahs and f0r sure im getting it!
realli getting int0 kappa craze
jus b0ught 2 new jerseys and n0w im getting a bag!
wahahas but i hafta save =(
im jus g0nna beg mum to sp0nser 2o bucks for mi.
im realli s0 happy! c0s i've already 5o bucks.
s0 i jus need m0m to give mi 2o and tata i'll get it!
there's sch tmr. but i d0ubt it will be fun.
less0ns will be s0 BORING! and i must save m0ney tmr!


-im giving all up. after wad has been a dream for mi. im finally and officially g0nna give up. im tired. u are n0t but im. all 0f wad i've th0ught i did but seems like there's s0 chance or even a slim 0f hope. im tired ok. mayb i shla ju be like mun giving up and nvr l0oking bck is e right thing. i cant blame u for being selfish c0s its hard for such things to happen. i will carry on life with a smile. but with hidden s0rrows inside. i rmb i blame u for being selfish not givign mi a chance but no matter h0w hard i try and fight nothing seems to be true. im tired even if are not but im! e day after ur b'dae i haf already decided to do so. =) memories....

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-25.03.06-FLAG DAY! tired tired~ m0rning had my LAST flag day. l0ls. and finally and h0pefully its my LAST time d0ing it. =/ c0s its realli s0 tiring. went clementi and station myself nearby at e hawker centre with fui she was having headache s0 badly but nevertheless she carried 0n. t0ok bus bck t0 sch and all 0f us- fui,wood,mich,mun,xian,koh,mi and chang were all s0 tired all fell aslp 0n e bus. i nearly fell 0f my seat. and it was s0 ps c0s *details missing* haas. went h0me straight and g0t prepared went 0ut to meet mun,shuan,weijun and zy. i must say this cabs sucks! when i need them NOT EVEN 1 is in sight but when i DON need alot of them are appearing! i was s0 s0 fed up c0s i was already late in meeting mun yet n0 cabs were there! bl0ody shit and i was r0asting myself under e RED,HOT sun! finally i hafta make d0 by calling a cab which includes b0oking fees 0f 2.5o! and i spent 7 plus on my taxi fare! sucks ehs. we g0t in and g0t to noe that mf was dere too! sing,sing and sing. they smuggled ljs in! and 0so t0day i was jus toking to mun bout meeting niang niang qiang and i met one at k b0x! hahas. and he's like so muscular but he's so gay! argh~ and mun keep saying wad if kd nxt time bec0mes like this?! NAH NAH @#$%#$%^^%& NVR WILL IT HAPPEN ! =x but e niang niang qiang was rather in a way funny. t0king so damn fast as if rapping and os0 being SO polite! and due t0 this bird fren of mine-wj- s0 nonsense! hahas. acc mun t0 eat at ljs and aft which we sh0pped at ntuc and she went 0ff. went to meet akinso.


cabbed d0wn to h0lladn v. my g0d~ it was FIRST trip there and realli man i LOVE holland v c0s the place is s0 nice and GORGEOUS! esp: at nite. and there are s0 mani caucasians d0wn there i bet mich will l0ve it too~ hahas. we dined at c0ffee club a place where i used t0 tink that they are jus ordinary c0ffee cafes. turn out wad i ate was simple #@%#%$% argh~ cant be abkle t0 describe. had chicken teriyaki plus MANgo TANGO! fok0 man their mango tango was simply irrisistable! I LOVE IT S0 MUCH! im g0nna go ther m0re oftn th0u one c0st for 5 bucks! =/ walked ard and saw miss tay. first trip and i saw her. cjhatted awhile before we m0ved on and cabbed h0me aft fruitless trips and ways 0f finding nice and cheap desserts. it was a night like this that i will rmb forever. yeahs c0s somehow it has g0tten bck and everything is mended. wad used to be a br0ken puzzle is n0t mend! im glad and f0rever treasure it and frame it and pr0tect it with all my care. thx akinso! =)))) u're l0ok great tonight!


was realli tiring and l0ng day! but nevertheless i enjoyed myself in k-b0x and oso e night out with akinso! =)

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-24.03.06- BAD DAY! yucks!!!!!! 2nd time this SHIT thing happen to mi! yeahs and n0w im g0nna annouce thr0ugh my blog that I HATE AND REALLI HATE PEOPLE WHO SCOLD VUGLURITIES TO MI! k. i h0pe u guys shld n0e. and i h0pe ppl who do all this t0 mi w0nt haf a happy ending. c'm0n la since when did i stepped on that bl0ody tail of urs? pls if u haf e cheek to reflect den i tink u better d0 it! i guess u still d0n feel rem0rseful t0wards wad u haf d0ne. =/ blahs h0w sad can this be! i hate this word KAOBEI! seriously i hate this w0rd alot! c0s if u happen t0 scold this to mi like s0me idiot wh0 did it t0day i will HATE U FOREVER! i w0nt even feel like seeing that sucky face of urs! k get it right ! u guys can jus say this bl0ody word outta m0uth but tink 0f wad this means t0 mi when u r sc0lding. u aint sc0lding mi but my dad! since u d0nn0 anything b0ut my dad den jus f*ck off! and pls u need n0t scold him he's MY dad! i l0ve my dad alot due to many personal reas0ns c0s he's one who risked himself f0r e sake of my family. s0 d0n ever sc0ld my dad! c0s u donno who he is, h0w he is like, h0w he g0es thru everyday! u d0nn0 h0w mummy,jie and mi feels for him! s0 bl0ody bastard F*CK OFF! *i d0n care whether u get to see this p0st but jus get this straight I HATE U!*


yeahs i do hate my dad in e past wen i was y0ung c0s i blamed him n0t spending time with us. wen i see 0ther families having their family on sundays but i hafta stay at hm and can watch tv. 0nli ometimes he would bring us 0ut for dinner if n0t supper. at dat time i realli hated him c0s he couldnt give mi wad a happy family shld be like. i hate home and realli feel like running away frm home. yeahs. but as i grow older i noe wad he did f0r us in a way or an0ther h0w much he suffered all this yrs. i n0e all her did was for us and i realised i cant be selfish and ju tink of playing and stuff i mus oso tink of him. whenever its father's day i see him smoking i reralli hated that. c0s he has been sm0king for mani yrs and its like addicted? s0 we tried to cut him 0ff but was unsuccessful. whenever i see him getting vexed 0ver w0rk i feel kinda sad. i rmb e h0rrifying scenes at midnight. i rmb it clearly den i n0e he was e BEST dad to mi. i couldn't aff0rd to lose him. its all him dat i can haf wad im having n0w. i n0e im alot better than mani. and since i l0ve my dad al0t. HE'S E BEST! =)))


im jus s0 damn pissed when this bl00dy SHIT happened t0day! n0 one cares anyw! less0ns today were b0ring as well. china lady better st0pp all ur nonsense! st0p throwing ur weight ard, sh0uting like a siao char bor and sc0lding us! we are n0t born to be scolded by u! c'mom la ur fell0w CHINA peeps d0 talk ya! and they 2 tok e most and haf e cheek to say us! face it u're jus nth but s0meone who make mi hate chi alot and ALOT! freaking china lady! YUCKS! weekends im g0nna start mt study plan ler. n0 much time and i will beat e target! but tmr im g0ing k!!!!! wah shuang dao and aft which im out! yeahs and i concentrated alot in tuition t0day. yeahs guess im impr0ving bit by bit bahs. h0pe so


blahs~ im 0ff!

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-23.03.06- HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO GARY LIM! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U HAPPY BITHRDAY TO U! ~ its e 23rd! and its GARY's b'dae! and today i saw GERALDINE frm campus!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg! at first tot i saw wrongly but second l0ok confirm is her! she wore sleeveless,3/4 pants and shades! VERY HANDSOME and oso she's pretty by nature. =))) s0 excited when i saw her. was t0o ps to go up and asked for signature. s0 jus admire frm far. woo0! pls v0te for her! she's A CHAMPION to mi! =)))


mun's sick! haas p0or her. her stomach is giving her pr0blems agn. argh~ and t0day she didn't sttend sch. and we all MISS u babe! l0vers and 4f`ians~! take care babe. yea c0nfirm that im in f0r s&d al0ng with my best pal :ham! BEST PARTNERS! s0 aft sch we had 0ur s&d rehersal and aft which we went h0me. today was e 2nd time i did my physics practical so successful! all thx t0 averil! she guided mi thru. and oh ya she's having st0mach cramps. take care babe! =) and mich too! e wen rou babe! hahas. PUSYwon is always s0 irritating. haas and t0day he sat at e table nxt to us agn! damnit and here g0es his puc st0ry! blahs~ lick and lick~ yucks! i saw BABE! haas. e SEXY lor. very sexy by nature. hahas. na dhe called mi BABE! wahahahs. we are MAD ppl. s0 nup don w0rry. its n0thing new. ytd i STUDIED for physics! by myself! haas seems like im in exam m0od ler loe! happy f0r myself. c0s i must beat s0meone! =))) my target for mid-year.


t0day had a p0st exams 0ptions talk by mr tan. HENG AHS actually was by bitch tan. she had some MOUTH disorder which i tink realli is e best illness for her. and w0o i mus reali work frm now! yeps and babe 2 t0day ssaid that she was t0uched by my n0tebook! hahas. my lesy. woo woo. =))) today is a HAPPY DAY!


0ff u go! happy happy. [[- h0pe u like wad i gave-]]

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-21.03.06- HAP HAPY BIRTHDAY TO WALTER HEIN QING HAN! =)) WILD17! =p
sch was as usual so BORING ! nth special at all. =/ YUCKS im hating sch m0re and m0re ler! hmms t0day i g0t ch0ked by CHILLI! and i mean its damn bloody hot can! wah piang 1st time in my life i choked on chilli lor! and my throat was burning hot by then. and i cried out. w0w its realli burning hot till u cant speak! and chang was nice enough t0 let mi grab him. hahas. s0rry ya th0 u i noe u XI GUAN ler! we actually chi0ng to koh hse t0 watch campus but when we reached we g0t to noe that she went m'sia! haas so !@#$%^&**@@#$#%$# i chi0ng them jus fer my ******! hahas. d0nno why she went m'sia. tmr shall slap her ! wahahahs.! hass today my my FIRST time d0ing physics practical s0 serious and n0e how to do! mmm im jus s0 pr0ud of myself! l0ls. t0ok cab home. and was CHEATED by this STUPID cabby! hmphs! he t0ok a long way but actually he c0uld go straight and oso he didn't give mi a change of $2!!!! cab drivers n0wadays are realli greedy! so !@#!@#$%$#$%#%^#^@#!# wad a day! blahs!~



i guess m0st of the pe0ple wh0 r cl0se to mi n0e that i take my frens,BABEs and LOVERS as g0ld and treasure them al0t and 0f cos wen they fall i'll be there to pick them up and os0 w0nt let any0ne bully them. yeps and it turn out that s0me pe0ple out there are like s0 sickening. if u aint perfect den pls d0n say others k! and os0 u noe u aint perfect and in any way or other t0 say others! c'm0n i find that u're w0rst den us! if u say 0thers are backstabbers and stuff u urself is one! fancy d0ing such creepy stuff behind his/her backs and pretend nth happens. if u haf any pr0b with us or her pls d0 let us noe bitch! i'll be m0re than happy to entertain u! jus bitch! YUCKS!


hmms u buck up yeahs? c0s i noe one day she will understand. jus that she d0n for now but mayb in e future? its great t0 be l0ved and treasure those ard u and n0t regret when u l0se them. its n0t worth it!

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-20.03.06-ITS FATE AGN! I SAW HIM FOR THE 2ND TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAS i guess its all FATE! =)))) smiles*! argh! sch re0pen ler! hate it! =/ and this m0rning s0 mani pe0ple didn't bring their therm0meter! and were asked to g0 down to take temperature and mi and ah kiat was called d0wn to collect m0ney and take d0wn e temperature! h0w pesky and its MR NEO who called us down! haas. P was toking and emphasizing agn on e theme this term. argh! h0w naggy can she get. and sec 4s' and 5s' were asked t0 stay bck. and she scolded us c0s mani of them didn't c0me for ISNT ENRICHING ENRICHMENT PROGRAMME. and thus she scolded us. but was fast? kinda. less0ns were damn B0RING! i nearly slept can! =/ fui was mad! she keep yawning and "crying" telling mi n0t to break with her~ hahas. 0f cos i didn't im a NICE pers0n k! aft sch went t0 jp and b0ught drinks and fate c0mes~! yeahs babe! t0ok bus hm al0ne. and i feel aslp until this uncle sh0ok mi up and asked whether its my st0p not. l0ls cos i guess he saw mani 0f the westwo0dians alight and tot i live there. hahas.



0ff i go! [[ `` euu will nvr learn h0w to turn bck c0s whenever im behind s0mething is leading euu in fr0nt -]]

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-18.03.06- supp0sed to go town with fui,w0od and mun but end up i didn't go c0s mom hasnt been pleased with mi g0ing out for the 2-3 days. s0 i guess i better stay at home and be a g0od gal. jus g0t off frm tuition. 3 h0urs for today! GOSH imagine sitting there for 3 hrs? but seems that time is passing fast c0s was d0ing my holi hw. =/ tink im g0nna chiong t0night. n0 much time left and sch is g0nna reopen s0on. its raining. im feeling down. since things haf started, i realise i feared alot. im n0t sure why mayb cos i'm scare history will repeact itself again. yeps things haf been kinda sm0oth. i shld be patient. but as day g0es by i fear m0re. its a terrible feeling. adding on the weather has make my m0od gone down. i pray for the best. h0pe for the best outc0me. its the fear- =/


0ff i go!

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-17.03.06- ARGH !!!! last day of the week! =/ meaning sch is g0nna be re-opening s0on!!!!!!!!!! yucks and sure g0nna haf checks and checks and checks!!! YUCKSi hate sch! went t0 sch for my LAST LAST enrichment programme! yeahs babe! and n0 more aft that. =)))) s0 went to eat KFC with l0vers,wood and chang. den left and went h0me. went 0ut to meet t0ny,steph mummy and yv0nne ard 4. we went 0ff to far east. slept 0n the way. tiredtired! den walked ard and t0ok neos.! l0ve it so much! =))) went t0 heeren and t0ok mrt to esplanade. had an enj0yable walk there. watching and enj0ying the scenery and crapping. and taking mani mani pics. =) left ard 8 plus and cabbed h0me. and g0t a big bump 0n my head! argh!!! pain pain! tired now! guess tmr is g0nna be M0RE tiring. having tuition and g0nna g0 r0am ard. GOING FOR SWING RIDES! YIPEEE =)

hai recently there aare many cats ard my hse. cant stand this homeless cats! everyday keep meowing and meowing. that day went to mun's hse and 0so saw that her hse there g0t mani mani cats! s0 wild ! keep fighting la and mewoing la. c0pying la. like shit one lor. wow now i noe cats are irritating! i agree with wad mun said! cats are s0 wild and they are like chicken *PO PO GE* aiyoh s0 er xin! cant stand cats. reali agree with wad mun said why must they c0pying if one go die the other oso go die la. stupis sia.

k0h oso said so. recently she dreamt of a cat toking to her. koh told mi that it was so funny. HEHEHE. the cats are buzzing ard her ears and she became so irritated. mayb really recently cats are REALLY IRRITATING. yeahs mayb cats aint c0pying each other as wad mun say but they jus like to admit themselves and we haf no CONTROL over it. HOW SAD! d0es it mean that they are c0pying? hahas. d0nn0. wow its like an essay for cats competition. 0h ya k0h told mi this mayb they shld jus let their conscious tel them bahs. okies done with my CATS essay!

MEOW!

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-16.03.06- its ONE MONTH AFTER MY B'DAE! and its really fated that i saw `him. =)))))) went t0 sch for that freaking bolia0 course that the scho0l paid s0 much for us. i d0n understand lor. i mean after i went f0r the so called "enrichment programmes" i d0n feel that i've gain s0methings new. all that the instructor has touched on were all touched on by mrs low lor. haas. s0 its just a waste of time and money! the sch is really great at spending m0ney on the wrong areas! =/ well and tmr it g0es agn. =x okkies after sch i went t0 meet steph mummy,t0ny and yv0nne. we went k! hahas wah man it was really really fun!!!! we crapped and danced around. l0ls we aint that worst. the aunties who were in the ro0m opp us were m0re bitchy! as i said they were aunties, they st0od on the s0fa trying to be like us and mad ard. and GUESS WAD ! we happen t0 saw it. and the auntie continue doing so. =/


arghss! k0h saw geraldine at jur0ng p0int toilet today!!! argh!!!!!!!!!! h0w can let her see? l0ls. 0h ya k0h and mun went MAD today g0ing ard with their ADRIANO'S specs. and s0 excited t0 see s0me stuff man. =))) hohos. c0ntinue from whr i st0p. we left at 5 plus and headed t0 steph's hse to see her girl girl. she's so cute!!!!!! and i realli l0ve her girl girl. and os0 baby! =) starting to like d0gs. but jus small lil puppies not HUGE ones!


im 0ff!

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-14.03.06- g0t to s0mehow n0e that ytd was white valentine's day. l0ls. nth special jus g0t to n0e this day. =) went sch in the m0rning fer chem and physics. physics was really jia lat. i d0n understand anything he's teaching rit now. mr tan pls d0 come bck faster k! 4F`ians pure students are waiting for u. but i was s0 damn high during physics with mun. we created our band. and used all sorts of stuff and hit around creating music and composing songs. lalala =) dearest babe eunice l0ve it yeahs? =/ *evil grins*


set 0ff to t0wn. met shuxian aiai and k0h over at fep. and waited fer chang,des and candy to c0me over. ate kfc and went around walking. g0t a new t shirt agn! the auntie was s0 nice to treat us sweets. l0ls. went heeren. jus walked ard. and went 0ver to cine. t0ok neos there. actually wanted t0 go up to lvl 9 t0 tke but its close! damn suay can. s0 jus t0ok a simple and n0rmal one. f0und smth t0 get fer him. =)))) had cramps! =/ yucks realli hate pms. b0ught a shorts 0ver at cine. left at 8 and t0ok mrt hm. cramps on the way. but still manage t0 get hm. =)


-15.03.06- went t0 sch fer chem practical. g0t everything s0 messed up yeahs. dismissed at 1o plus. went hm straight. t0ok mrt. was feeling sleepy and tired. this few days realli n0t en0ugh slp. I MISS MY SLEEP! tmr there's still course. =x and everything g0es agn. h0li aint my days! its just like any 0ther sch day whr i still DON HAF ENOUGH sleep! 0ff i go!

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just came back from camp =)))


was my last camp in st j0hn island. this time we only had s0me SLs g0ing but nevertheless it was fun t0o. =) and 0f c0s WE ALL L0VE MR MICHEAL CHUA LOTSA! =)))

1st day 0f camp i guess the sec 3s' were kinda shy s0 when we were singing 0n the ferry s0me didn't j0in in but it was fun t0o! =) sang all the way till we reached st j0hn island. p0or zal he was t0 go bck and tke his p0a hw and hand in t0 miss te0 and j0in us in the aftern0on with miss sim. =( yeaps unpacked stuff and brought them t0 do the bed. and s0me of the admin stuff. l0ls. and we all started t0 slack. they did leadership m0dule s0 mr chua aka sexy babe t0ok us d0wn to the beach. we had fun there. went uP and g0t ready fer dinner. we slack alot till nite time. they had s0me games and supper and lights 0ff.

2nd day 0f camp we were s0 tired. l0ls didn't had en0ugh slp. =(( I MISS MY SLEEP! s0 they started 0ff with the NYAA planning and we stayed in kitchen to slack. tsk tsk. after lunch was games. s0 i was in charge 0f water bucket. mr micheal chua aka sexy babe joined mi! s0 initially ah kiat was with us s0 we 3 started to play by ourselves. we even soaked 0ur leg into the water. we wanted t0 make it dirty t0 pour at them =/ end up we started t0 pour each other. and mr chua splashed it directly into my FACE! haas. so i use the wh0le bucket and pour him. end up ah kiat and him t0gether p0ured mi! IT WAS REALLY REALLY FUN! =)))hahas. mr chua was named sexy babe as he wore a reebok shorts that had a very high cutting. l0ls x) s0 we poured them with water and "punish" them. in turn they t0ok water and pour us bck! haas. s0 mr chua and mi g0t so wet! l0ls. we were "punished" by them. and os0 SHIKIN! I WONT FORGET WAD U DID T0 MI! haas. we had s0 s0 much fun. the graudated sec 4s' came bck and they went to the beach. unfortunately irwanz g0t bitten by a sea creature and his wound turned blue s0 the c0ast guard came and sent him t0 the main land. while the rest came up and bathed and stayed till 6.

night expedition g0t mi s0 pissed! =/ initially i was grp with lydia at the TMSI with jiawen together. s0 kian b0on was with b0on sian. but b0on sian wasn't really happy that everytime. s0 we decided the we 4 gals together and he al0ne. but he didn't want. and os0 if b0on sian with kian b0on she would be DAMN bored. s0 end up all j0ined us. den 1st grp was c0ming s0 we decided that kina b0on g0 down. but he didn't want t0 be al0ne. s0 b0on sian went d0wn. follow by lydia. s0 that time i was realli angry. s0 i said he's a guy man why aren't u getting down and letting 2 gals there. h0w to protect us. amnd s0memore its s0 dark! and he g0t unhappy and argued bck but i was tired t0 listen to his DAO LI so i shut up. end uP he sat awhile and he went uP to the dining ro0m. lydia and b0on sian went off as they had t0 prepare supper. s0 TMSI there left mi and jiawen. initially we were quite ok. just sat ard and tok. but we heard s0me weird n0ise and we were reluctant to run but we g0t so scared that we ran d0wn. saw ah kiat they all and we shouted "help help" haas. s0 drama rit? den they acc us at 0ur stati0n. it was l0ng sitting there. went up. heard thet we had 2 cases of high fever. =( went to check on them. we packed s0me stuff and s0lved the ch0king toilet and rila came bck t0 the bunk. she was having high fever. s0 we hafta supervise her condition. we all t0ok turns and every half and hr we checked on her. end up all of us g0t so tired and doze off. was w0ken up by marcus. he "walky talky" mi. rila was den stil having fever.


everything g0t packed. ate our LAST breakie on the island and did our LAST thing dere and we went t0 tke the ferry. g0t a speedboat was SUPER fast. reached earlier than the rest. slacked ard until they reached and we g0t on the bus and bck t0 sch. de brief and stuff went t0 jp and eat lunch. we had this "stupid game" and everything was out! haas x) t0ok cab hm. suddenly i MISSED st j0hn island s0 s0 much. didn't n0e why os0. mayb bec0s of all the mem0ries kept there. =)) WOW im realli missing it n0w. l0ls. st j0hn island sh0uld be very quiet and peaceful n0w. everything all empty. x) mem0ries kept in my heart f0rever! SLs `o5 : u guys rock! i l0ve and will rmb u guys f0rever! =)


SUPER long entry rit? haas march holidays n0w. cant aff0rd to slack anym0re ft i've seen my termly rep0rt. shall get d0wn to serious w0rk. yeaps. this camp is indeed fun! even th0u we didn't haf the wh0le sec 4 SL here but their s0ul is with us and als0 to SPECIAL THANKS TO : mr chua aka sexy babe wh0 was reallli a great leader who led us and helped us al0t in this camp, for being the 1st TEACHER to get mad with us. realli thank you! =))))


im 0ff!

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-070306- BADdae! in dat m0rning mun,eunice and wood all didnt COME school! i was s0 BORED and quiet in class t0day! =/ i slept thru free periods. and t0day i purposely gave Mb attittude. c0s in dat 1st place she's a arrogant,nasty and BIASED woman. who nvr fails to find fault in mi! yucks!!! s0 when she told mi to m0ve to sit with rafidah i purp0sely g0t up loudly. hate her! YUCKS! =/ mrCHOR was SEXY today!!! his lower part of his shirt, he didn'tt button it at all! l0ls and whole class was practically giggling. =x we had 5 periods with MS today aft recess! chem was fine. g0tta noe dat my L1R5 fer progress report is 39. seems like i've not been working hard enough. march holidays im g0nna chiong my studies! and aft sch chem practical was cancelled. i t0ok a cab hm c0s i wasplain lazy t0 tke bus. saw xdd and big mama. tmr is a better dae ;)


enuff of u k! stop BEING SUCH a copycat! serious i've been tolerating u fer this few days ok. i didn't shout at u it very nice of mi. u can sae im being mean here but i cant stand dat way u are copying us now! st0p sayingg ppl copy u when u started it first ok! do it one more time and i make sure u get frm mi!

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ARGH ! my c0m g0t smth wr0ng!!!! it has turned rain bow colours man!!!! d0nno wad happen jus n0e dat when i g0t hmk ytd it turn out this way and i didn't feel like using it anym0re !!!! =/ can s0meone save my c0m? =(


TODAY-05.03- my l0ve luck day!!! YIpeee!
went skating t0day. initailly we planned and g0t 8 ppl.. turn out dat WJ back out at dat last min. feel like bashing him up lor. nvm so we called candy al0ng. mit bens0n and we took train t0 je and mit dat rest... lols i LOVE benson he's dat best!!! thx fer hearing my sorrows out agn! =) we waited till 12 and we went in. BUT we gotta noe dat dat rink onli opens at 130!!!! and we've got 1 hr or smth to waste. we decided to g0 imm. chien wanted to get smth over dere. while des,chang and kan went to library. walked dere nearly g0t dehydration!!! l0ls. sh0pped ard till 130 and we rushed bck. such a l0ng quene when we g0t dere luckily they went to quene up first. g0t in and started skating. l0ls koh made dat OPENING CEREMONY. haha. and it was great skating. c0s i realise dat when i skate all my tr0uble goes away. nxt time i'll go skatingg m0re often. chien ! she g0t mi to be dat 3rd of 4th to fall. l0ls. she hold mi and skate ard and she cant brake and den end up she fall and still flung mi and i twisted my leg !!! pain pain pain... and couldn't stand fer awhile. den they got mi to sit d0wn. was kinda ok aft a while. koh was dat m0st poor thing. she falled mani mani tyms. l0ls. den went fer dinner and g0t hm. leg still pain.


-04.0306-
went service learning. woke up very early and was so tired. m0odless in dat m0rning. and aft a while was ok. aft which i left at 12 with eunice. den went hm. packed kfc. watching er mo zai shen bian halfway CHANG called. he was b0red and n0 one was free. so we decided to head t0wn together. we met at 3 and set off to bugis. walked ard junction,village and point and he couldn't find his pants. l0ls whereas i got my mick necklace and a watch. l0ls. went fep and had dinner with gary and our junoir. acc them to buy bmt stuff. in dere we were crapping like hell. luffing all dat way. and they left. so chang and mi continued to walk ard. and we wen 2% and we saw dat ah gua! lols and chang finally bought his pants. den we headed to heeren. nth t0 walk. so went hm. t0ok mrt. and cabbed hm frm je. tired. =/


m0n gonna be a suffering day in sch!!!! hate it!

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``i made a BIG fuss outta nothing at all! i hate myself. i truely hate myself alot and alot now. even if i cant accept myself h0w do i expect 0thers to? and when i made such BIG fuss otta nth! i admit my temper is VERY short and BAD! i've changed to dat worst. worst till i cant even accept myself. this 2 days i tink thru mani stuff. i shed mani tears. i endure mani countless pain. i've been scolded. been everything! and now i realise dat i'v been taking mani mani stuff for granted. i need to change. and take things not for granted anymore.. i must learn and learn how to stand on my own. i cant be in this state anymore. and im s0rry to my DEAREST BABE:ET -im sorry fer casuing u cry fer today. fer making such unhappiness existing between us. i n0e u wan to be down fer mi. i didn't told ur and ur didn't noe. im s0ry babe! i've woekn up. all this while it has been a NIGHTMARE. and nvr m i g0nna turn bck and to this NIGHTMARE anymore. this has left mi with scars. and nvr NVR will i turn bck! i will carry on life ahead and walk t0wards my destiny. dats wad i wann. S0RRY BABE! WE ARE ALWAYS LOVERS AND NVR APART! =) to xian aiai,koh,ben and th0se who care: i realli wann say a BIG BIG thanks to u guys. cos in my hart u guys are dat bEST! and thx fer standing by mi. hearing mi pour out my sorrows. thx once agn. even mun whose absent today. thx to u BABE! =))



im glad cos once agn things are fine now =)

i can breathe n0rmally and nvr turn bck.

dat day was BAD. i didn't wanna say why anym0re. c0s if u n0e den n0e if u d0n den dats n0 need fer u to n0e oso. =/ aft sch went fer SL pre camp training. things were fine. can see potential ones. and oso g0t bonded kinda closer to SL gals ler. we even discuss pms stuff. how sickening can we get? lols. went t0 eat and g0t pissed by s0me sickening ppl! i mean if u don wann to be a leader den fine! forget it ok! its none of our business. we are not dat ones in charge! if u don feel happy den find marcus and not US! pls don anyhow vent ur bloody anger on us! =x went hm with ben. and saw chien and i g0t my FIRST EVER RIDE ON A MERCEDES CAB! wah shuang dao.... and dat was a realli different ride frm normal ones. u can feel dat speed and everything! and its jus 2o cents more! nxt time i will pamper myself to it agn! thx chien! take care ben! =))


once agn! everything is over. and i can finally breathe easily. being happy as ever! dats wad i wish fer everyday! nxt wk im gg for camp! enjoy myself dere. yeahs and train hard sec 3's! =D

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first and fer all i wanna say I MISS MY BLOG SO DAMN BLOODY MUCH! hahas. im madMADmad! i havent been updating since d0no when. i realli haf been d0wn to work since m0n. =)


secondly, im g0nna vent out my frustrati0n. first and f0remost my day was spoil by s0me bl00dy farker! i shallnt mention who. (im giving face t0 u ok!) hello in dat first place when i didn't wanted t0 move such s0 dat mdm siti said she wanted centre seats to be filled ! and so i didn't m0ve k! and den when u t0ld mi to m0ve was dat u are sure gonna join ur table with ur fren! and mdm said dat she needed dat path to be empty so she can walk thru! i d0ubt u understand simple english ok! and so when there's 2 seats in fr0nt obviously u won't wanna m0ve ur shit butt! and when u moved at last u scolded mi ! hahas h0w great are u to sc0ld mi? u're jus nth but shit! i guess u're worst den dat. pardon mi for saying u're jus s0me coward. dare t0 say but scare t0 do, far from handsome!, acting c0ol but u're not!, and st0p all ur vuglarities can! jus a bull shitter! wadever it is i will hate u fer my remaining life in ww! c0s u simply suck can! i shalln't t0k bout this kinda bastards anym0re. c0s he will be a bastard forever! c0me and beat mi up if u dare. im here to fight with u!



thirdly everything practically went wrong in ww! wth . i d0n understand why LL became such a bitch den bef0re! we were jus standing dere and waiting for our frens and oso looking at dat sp0t check and shu xian merely asked hanisah smth and u shouted at them! wads wrong with u man! c0me on my life in ww hasn't been great since u're here in ww. and i d0n feel its a happy day spent here! c0me on man! we didn't d0 anything wrong k! i h0pe one day u will get s0me retribution of stuff!


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27.02.06-c0mm0n test! sheesh i realli studied and i didn't n0e how to attempt dat questions. my grades are dropping like n0 one's business. and now im realli stressed up sometimes. cant stand my studies ! wad m i doing? *MUST WAKE UP* anyw back to business. chi lessons as usual she shouted and nagged! im sure this time im g0nna get out of class myself! MYSELF K! i don need ur invitation anym0re! and pls d0n anyhow insult us! butt line!!!! BOOS* l0ng boring dae spent. went hm. g0t so tired and slept at 9. wooh early yeahs.

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28.02.06-fui2 had attack! in dat m0rning she was coughing till so badly and den told her not to run but she didn't listened and carry on. end up on dat way bck she had attack. and we "carried" her bck to sch. her dad with melanie came t0 fetch her hm. *MELANIE IS SO CUTE* hahas. and was alone in class. kinda b0ring when she's not ard. MISS her ya! be bck fast! =) but mun came 0ver and sat with mi as well as crap with mi. l0ls. aft sch had practical. nonsense one! ch0r didn't explain and den asked us to do. how dat hell we noe? l0ls and fui2 took cab over o sch here.wood and mi hop in and we went to eat her hse there. went her hse and did some stuff. wood went hm first. i took cab hm later. reached hm g0t so tired. slp early too =)


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01.03.06-FUI IS BACK! hahas. she can crap with mi! l0ls. and den when its like 12? i was waiting for dat bell to ring. hahas i l0ve dat bell so nice can! den less0ns were passing kinda fast. but a maths(refer to words in red) wad happen. aft sch (refer to wad happen). they went to find LL and g0t bck their ez link card. LL tok t0 xian and stuff and let her g0. we sat ard and waited f0r fui. and g0t ah dek cried! l0ls poor him. is all KSL fault! hahas. and went hm aft dat. t0ok mrt. g0t so tired when i reached hm. but luckily jus n0w i studied my ss and v0cab test in sch. n0w revise can ler. off i g0! =)


[[ `` its supposed to be 1 yr 3 mths? but im n0t sure wad i wann. ]]

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