alright alright alright
sundays are boring!
i woke up at ard 12 plus
called bb and bb oso jus woke up
i guess was woken up by me=/
alright so i went to wash up


called bb again
and bb jus showered finish
decided to blog and stuff
online and bb send me the pics
cooked noodles for lunch and was like so disgusting
i threw away the whole bowl
and went hungry for the whole noon



mommy decided to head to jurong point
firstly she getting necklace for jie
and secondly for dinner
so we went
and i saw many ppl i knew at jurong point
mom was like joking saying jurong point is my place
cause i come here frequently
=/ how lame can she get?!


i saw denise at popular with her mom
and aft getting stuff we headed to take bus home
saw mussy on the bus,didnt know nirza was there
im dead tired,lols i donno why
slp so much still so tired,rahhhs!!!!
sch tmr!!!!!!ROAR!freaking long day till 3=/

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life has been so kuku lahs!
anyw today is just a kuku day for me!
cause during EL lesson i got chased out by my dear ms karasi!
hahas and i was like buay song at first
but after a while i was like so damn happy
cause i need not see her face anymore
YAY YAY!!!! HOORAY!



well it goes like this
during EL lessons, she came in lahs
we were shocked cause she normally absent herself
and den alot of ppl were startled
cause their face writes
the never-do-eng-look!!!!!LOL!
and i wasnt really having tat look lahs
no worries=))
so she called out for me for my work
i told her i dint do and stuff
she ask me to go out and do
i was like YAY YAY damn happy can!
so i sat outside while slowly more and more came out
and left 7 peeps in class
oh boy, i was laughing my ass off!


she came out and scolded us for making hell lotsa noise
and happen that she came out and when she's toking
AH CHOO!!!!! (i sneeze)
she pointed at me "U GO SIT OUTSIDE THE GO NOW!!!!"
fine i was like wtf
cause i just sneeze and she drove me out to somewhere
well i didnt wanna argue with her
so i went off and i turn back FUCK OFF BITCH
lmao!!!!
i went off HAPPILY and not sadly ok!
happy sha lalala=)


so i sat outside the GO
oh yah the GO there has milipedes!
be careful if u're there
and den many teachers walked past
obviously their face shows how shocked they are to see mi here
and some even asked
LL came and ask so i told her
mr charming too=/
P even came and ask bout me
i told her saying i didnt and stuff
she was nice enough to believe mi and listen
anyw she's someone nice just ABIT naggy
i say ABIT only hors!
so 2 periods passed so fast and she came
i mean ms karasi


we tok and tok
i mean she did ALL the toking lahs
i was like giving a wth face
and nodding my head and stuff
anyw who cares bout her man!
so aft her naggings i went for geo class
thx shifu for acc me go geo lahs=)
off we went for recess aft geo
and we had some things here and there'
just feel neglected
hope no more next time=)


no doubt aft recess
i was reali depressed lahs
but fui2 managed to tok me thru
and oso douglas was slping till one kind
and he makes me laugh so much!!!!
oh yahs i scored 18/25 for chem test
last min studying=/
physics was BAD
went up to look for her and i cried lahs
was fine aft phys
went for lunch and when we came back sch
i nearly vomitted cause of jolly shandy
and bb was worried lahs
and we were fine=)


aft pract, we started again
and this time its my fault alright
well things are fine
and we are fine=)
thx shifu for being there today=)))
and thx miss gay for ur kpo-ness=)
and to some ppl who just realli sucks can
when others are like so sad
they add salt to the wound
so just fuck off bitch!
i'll be more than happy lahs


went home and caught the bus in time
was dead tired
and showered and studied
went to watch tv and now online!
alright im off=)
i hope tmr i wont be driven out again;)



tata!

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my eyeballs are swollen now!!!!
juat because of me wearing contact lens to slp
and thats the result of it now!
my laziness land me into trouble
and now my eyes are fucking pain



i went to the doctor's jus now
and boy, i can be a doctor too
i mean wadever he says is just like wad i know?
LOL
if i hadnt told him i wore contact lens to slp
he wouldnt even haf noe=/
and would just say was allergy
=/
doctors nowadays are earning easy money
people believe that wad doctors said are right
and thus they just go ahead with wad they said
some doctors are really good
but some are really earning free money!
so not all doctors can be trusted
if not i can one too!=/


i cant wear contact lesn for 2 WEEKS!
so people don ask me out!
cause i don wanna wear mt specs out and be a kuku
hahas
i look like a kuku wearing specs
LMAO
mummy knows bout my eyes
and there she goes nagging on the other end
'll just hafta listen cause i noe she meants well for me=)


oh yahs, on monday i woke up late!
was supposed to go bb hse in the morning
but i was woke up late
and i practically rush everything
and thick skinnly ask to cab with another wwss peep
and till now i haven even return her money
must asap if not she goes haunting for me=/
everything in sch was fine on mon
and after sch i went lot one
with WE and shifu
and we bought stickers,pens and stuff
i bought a new mickey file!=)


and for tue which is today
i didnt go school
cause i was on mc because of my eyes
and i slacked my day thru
sleeping!!!!
i sleep so much nowadays!
and im damn tired even thou i slp so much
im missing bb right now
tmr i will getto see bb!!!!!
i miss euu=))

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long long time since i posted :)
have been busy with mugging for prelims
prelims is coming in ard 56 days!!!!
im damn stressed up can
and o's is also so near =/
so everyone must kampateii!=)



just a short and sweet one for this few days
almost everyday hafta stay back
for extra lessons and practical
but baobei oso stayed backk too=)))
and everyday bb will send me to bus stop
love baobei so much aww!!!!



as for today,i stayed back for practical as well
and baobei was in the canteen waiting for me=)
and we talk and bb ate
ben came to our sch for shooting
and all went mad
all went to ask him to sign handbook
but i didnt=)
but lose my xing xiang infront of him lahs
all becos of shifu who ask me do!
but nvm nahs i shall see him nxt yr
i told i i will join mediacorp!LOL right?
maybe lahs, im just talking crap


we went off to baobei hse to get ah yin and ah viien hp
ah yin,viien and peg had tuition near my place
so we all took bus back home together
and den saw weewee on bus
reached home and i showered
im dead tred but i still hafta study!
hais
poor me yupss?
well jus pia for once lahs


anyw guys i drop phys!
thou i paid but i dropped!
cause i really really cant cope lohs
plus im not interested
so me and fui tok to mrs chow today
and she aproved!
YAY-NESS!!!!!
so im now more relief dat i haf 1 less subject
more time for amaths and chem=)
do well once and i'll get it thru



i love everything now=)but love u the most!

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boring sunday again!
yawns =/
currently mummy and tony are MAD!
hahas im at tony hse blogging=)
my gay partner
i miss bb!!!!!=]


tony's baby sucks!
i rocks!=)))
cause baby don wan me to carry him!hmpf!
nvm, i shall kill u one day!!!
muwahahas!!!!
evil me=x


alright i went lot one with steph
and met up with tony
we went k pool
and den we went to tony hse
to sing and fool ard
his dog don like me!=/
tmr there's sch!
yucks!!!!!im gonna die!


had a breakdown to day
cause i felt damn useless
my studies!
shld haf been more hardworking
i regret so much
but bb was there so nvm i was fine=))))


im disappointed in u
as a fren
today den i found out
since u are in it
den its hard for u to get out
jus smoke lesser

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great day out with peeps:)


morning i went to sch
for my chem theory extra
and i did 2-3 hrs of solid revision
luckily duckie and makr was there
if not im bored to death!
hahas
cause they practically fill the whole lab with their laughter!
and they were somehow tinking of some things
to be more man!LMAO!



aft which i waited for bb to finish
den ah yin,jin,min,vien,bb,me and cindy went to jp
ah jin's mom booked the courts and we went to play bmt
so long since i last had a game
but found myself still able to move
and bb praised me!!!!!!!LMAO!
things cropped up here and there in bwt
but everything was fine aft a while
we left the place with a broken glass
and we cleared it up before we left
but the auntie was fcking damn attitude!
paid to work not grumble!
ROARS!


we headed to jp and have kfc
but i ate too much tibits
and didnt eat plus we had some crop up
and i went alone touring jp
then bb came out to find me
and we went back
i did some silly and foolish things
and we were back:)
sorry but ilu muahs=]


we headed to walk ard
ah min hafta leave and so we tink of whr to head
headed to bb court
and bb and me went carpark
and bought drinks too
den we crapped ard and we went off
bb and me went to eat
and the rest went home
i cabbed home and even fell asleep on the cab.=/
dead tired
but now im not.outta sudden=)


baobei
ths for everything
for trying to give in now
ilu:)contented


im a happy lil princess=)

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tralala :) im in a good mood today


aft sch headed to bb hse with bb.bb hafta change and got back sch for cca.so we walked there and damn the sun it was fucking hot lahs.and i had nature callss!!!!!yeps and some stupid stuff, i mean real stupid stuff happen at bb hse.i went to toilet in the kitchen.bb shouted at me frm her rm saying smth.couldnt hear so i couldnt care less.aft i came out of the toilet,i went in bb rm and find bb.couldnt find her.and obviously her hse was DAMN small and only 3 rooms!so i searched every room and couldnt find her!i even open her door and check whether she's out.LOL.damn stupid!i shouted and shouted but she nvr seem to reply.so i got scare and sat on the sofa.creepy feeling.=/ den i shouted one last time and she replied saying she's in toilet so i went to her parenst rm and check BUT i cant find it!and when i was bout to go her room she came out.LOL!!!!!

"i cant find u,tot u went out"
"i was in the toilet!"
"toilet?"
"yahs"
"where got?"
and she went in ther parents rm and open the cupboard and inside was the way to the toilet!!!damnit i made a fool of myself!!!LMAO!luckily only bb was there.ok i know im stupid and outdated.=/


so we headed back to sch with fries and chicken wings.we got so damn bored by the 2 lamers there!ah viien and chien.den me and bb decided to go find may oo.heard dat may oo and charmine went outta sch.but saw may oo and we crapped and tok.and i started to fight with ah viien!!!!!and we had a CAT fight.lol.and when we saw LL we pretend nth happen and was like BEST FRENS!!!! wahahas dats lame.aft which ah viien and ah miin went for bmt.while bb went netball.shifu and i went to GO.tok and crapped withe uncle tan.yups and we went off to do hw.i went up twice or thrice to find mr koh and kian boon!for amaths and phys lahs.den chien went off to 2nd floor,i was super duper lazy.sat at canteen and did my maths.

yahs and some fuckers came to be SOOOOOOOOOOOO saracastic!well i couldnt stand him anyw.wad im gonna say is the gf and bf matches the BEST!cause both of them are just right for each other.and who cares how loving u guys are!makes me puke!=/

chien,mun and koh came down.we went out to buy stuff and headed back to sch.waited for bb.and send chien home.she was pissed and angry.relax yahs.and tok to charmine.and waited for may oo and wee2, we all went carpark.take care wee2!!!!don tink so much anyw=) and we mad ard there.me and bb dancing cha cha,run here and there,piggyback!!!!blahs~den may oo used the hose and spray some words on the floor.and we started to play water!!!!and an uncle looked down

"better put back the hose properly if not i call the police"
"yahs yahs yahs"


we heck care him and went off,to piss him further me and bb even said bye to him.and bb was pissed so scolded the uncle some beautiful vocab words!hahas.well everyone take care!


get lost u bucnh of idiots!

take care shifu!

wee2 too!=)

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im a happy lil princess:)


lessons were boring.yahs and i cant really take it anymore.mrs baljit lessons are realli damn damn damn boring!!!w0n even cant stand her too.aft recess we had 4 periods of sciences!!!had 2 periods of chem and phys each.damn and i was dying.so i hate thursdays now!blahs~aft sch went to kenny's cafe with woods.ate and we went back to sch for chem.did my practical again!cause that day we didnt do it well.bb was waiting for me.went off with her.saw shimin,peg and cindy.we all acc shimin to go r&b to cut her hair.she damn unlucky lahs was kena caught by LL.forced to cut away her hair!and we went to eat while shimin left aft cutting.b send me home and i send bb to bus stop.:)


eunice!take care yahs?don fall sick anymore!!!prelims coming~and oso bon voyage!come back fast alright?!=)

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chapter#267



mending things back
hoping to get back






im sorry:(

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:)happy 5 m0nths to WE!
t0day wasnt s g0od day too
but wadever it is,there's always sunshine after rain
h0pe u guys pull through:]


rev-up really sucks=/ hate it! TPH!!!!
TPH keep looking at me jus becos i didnt do properly
and i sweated shit lot
we had pe and eunice wasnt ok
she had attack and she went off to her ah ma
take care gurl=] we'll be there for u
geo test was also like shit
and mr lau wasnt really pleased
he's giving up his hope on us
i concentrated myself so much during physics!!!
and really i don feel sleepy!=)
and got so few mistakes,i hope o's will be dat easy=/


after sch, i went for amaths
turned out was quite okay
we did a number of sums for integration
afterwhich i met mun at jp
and we went to eat and we cabbed home
here comes the exciting part:


when i first got on the cab,i was like gg to die!
cause its a indian driver and he and his "flower scent"
really makes me gonna puke and feel so sick
and he went making some noises
mumbling to himself
i got damn freak out lahs!
and i was like "omg, i wanna jump out of the car!"
was grabbing my coin so hard and tight till i sweat
in the end, he turned out to be a nice driver=]
LMAO!
got drenched and shower the moment i got home
chatted with bb and did my solid revision


webcam is so fun!but bb cant see me
cause i don haf a webcam
LMAO
and only i can see bb!
sad sad sad=[
i love webcamming with bb everyday!:)
my loves of the day


:)im a happy lil princess

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:(
as wad i predicted today aint a good day
as wad i expected things happened
i guess things do happen for a reason
and maybe the reason was me


school and lessons were boring
miss sim lectured us this morning
i agree all of us or some aint focus
sometimes just seems like i go school for nothing
i cant really concentrate maybe cause of the disruption
this few days esp i really cant focus
i'll promise myself to be more focus frm tmr onwards
:)8moreweeks
mdm siti goes thru her lessons DAMN fast!
i cant catch wad she is saying
i guess afterall mr neo is the best!:)
slow and steady and i like
i'll get back to my studying frm tmr
PROMISE!FOCUS!!!!!!!!



stayed back in school waited for bb
we were great since morning
i went over to pick her up:)
and we strolled to school
really had so much laughter with bb
bb send me halfway and afterwhich i went off myself
got home and saw the msg by bb
was really touched by the sweet msg:))
but everything was screwed up by me
i hope to turn back time sometimes
where we can be happy like today morning
this is going like a cycle 2 days once
im going to stuff myself with lotsa of food now
and vomit things out later


baobei
u are really great to me
seems like its me
i hope u're fine:)

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yummy!im eating haagen das choco ice cream as im blogging right now=) i love their choco ice cream its just soooooooooo nice! THUMBS UP!=)))


weewee,be strong and pull thru everything yahs?if it is meant to be ours, it will be.since things have come to thise state the more u must pull thru.stay strong as i know the weewee can!=)u will always be the kelroy wee who will always smile at me whenever u see mi=)smile from the bottom of ur cry.no tears yup?anything just come and buzz me!


slacked the whole day at home.couldnt wake up for tuition and changed it to the afternoon.woke up and ate.and slacked and ate soooooo many tibits and slept again!i couldnt wake up for tuition initially but hafta and just pull myself up.tuition was fine.just a bit of problems here and there.granny came over frm m'sia and is staying with us.tonight i'll be sleeping with jie.=)slacked till now.bb was out the whole day.haven reach home yet,waiting for ur call wokays?


missing u so much right now,just wanna hear u!

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hi all, im here to blog!=) life has been pretty good so far


thou everytime i seem to quarrel with bb but nevertheless we are ok=)


went sch today for chem practical.watched w league in the morning.our team lost.=/well nvm u guys did ur best=)actually don feel like going chem but after a while decided to go.then things kinda cropped up.so in the end we still went.WE i hope u guys are fine=)then went off with bb and shifu and eunice.went lot one to eat ljs.and den wood came to look for fui and they went off.while the 2 of them(bb and chien)went to buy yoghurt and eat!hahas.took bus back and went somewhere.SHHH!!!!don tell u lehs!wahahahas!now at bb hse with shifu.okay im off=)



everyday is a happy day.take care kelroy=))

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i hope u are okie=) take care kelroy=))beSTRONG!


listen to my heart(gareth gates)

many things happen recently.too tired to mention.maybe just write down how i feel right now.im tired.i tried making changes, but everytime when i say it i seem to fail to do so.i don't know why also.hais name me anything.i wanna be understanding but i cant.i don't know wad to do to make her happy.im sorry.=/


hope everything and everyone is fine

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everythingis fine right now=)


after each thunder storm, there will be rainbow and sunshine=))


but first of all pls allow me to vent my anger.=/



some idiotic and fucking bitches who are STILL a virgin is wwss, came right up to me and make me feel so damn fucked up after that.and she's like a mad woman or shall i call her some dog who hsnt has his/her brain!shouting and barking like no one's business.get this clear bitch i never ever offended u in any way or other.so just fucking get out of my life!just because LAST TIME u used to hold a power position but seems like now some people just took over your place and u got KICKED OUT and dumped into some lala positions that no one wants!HAHAS!lok at yourself before u speak.are u in any way better than me?just because u're older and u're a teacher and thus i respected u!but look at that looks of urs,that curvy thingy urs,that face that read-im a bitch-,that face that also shows -im a virgin-!i guess someone afterall has no one to f**k afterall.what a BIG joke!no wonder an OLD UGLY VIRGIN!just anothe fucker whom i DON need in my life!so FUCK OFF!


okay im now alright and my blood pressure is back to normal


due to this fucking bitch caused the problem between me and bb.i wasnt feeling good,i blamed bb.i noe bb was angry,and i got worried.i felt guilty for having to just throw my temper around at bb.im sorry.we talked things out and everything was just right.i thought og letting go maybe bb will he happier but i just cant let go of what i have right now.im sorry for saying all this rubbish.everything is over now.=)))


iHATEthefuckingschoolwithfuckingbitches!

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LAYSS SUCKS alright


no one sucks more than me


ihate myself


oh well, im feeling so so so ______.wth is wrong with me?indeed i suck ALOT!when i cant even do it,why do i promise in the first place?and why i ask people to make promises?end up i push the blame to others.i wanna change for myself and **,i wanna make ** happy,i don wann ** to worry,i wanna show ** i've grown up.but why is it that i seem to not be able to do it.i do hate myself alot for these.im shutting myself from everyone.afterall im someone selfish.i make people do things when i cant do it myself.frens, i'll be okAy=) bb i know i disappoint u most.


im shutting myself frm everyone and everything,

don ask me why

SHUT!

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