26.02.06- HAPPY BIRSTHDAY TO CANDY WEE !!!!!! FINALLY 16! =)

ytd went t0wn with k0h and chang. l0ls. koh reached first. geehees i tot she will reach dat same time as i d0 but happen dat she reached first... i t0ok bus frm my hse t0 far east. and chang was late! =/ h0w mean is he.. fancy saying dat whenever we meet him we are late! beware chang! we all ZHAM u ! l0ls. i b0ught my bag,sh0rts and a new tee! =) s0 happy... walked ard and chang b0ught 2 tees. l0ls. and he l0oked so real tired... his eyes can barely open. l0ls. and he can still sh0p ard! haas. steph and yv0nne managed t0 pass mi my gifts c0s they were at t0wn too! jus dat s0 sorry dat i cant acc u guys. =/ went walking ard and g0t so b0red and tired dat k0h and mi decided its time we leave f0r chalet... chang went hm... c0s he was t0o tired t0 go bck anym0re. lols. we t0ok a l0ng l0ng ride there. reached mani ppl were sleeping. l0ls. saw mun,wood and fui at kfc s0 we sat and ate with them bef0re we went in. g0t so high 0ver there. l0l.s wood and fui kept saying dat i was high. real high. wonder why too. am i jus using this t0 forgo dat pain? mayb. had fun d0ing dat fortuen telling stuff and went hm at 9 plus.. t0ok train.. all slept. we were so tired. l0ls. reached hm ard 10 plus and lay dead tired on my bed. l0ls.



having tuiti0n later on. g0nna revise my chem. c0s it really sucks. and tmr there is chem c0mmon test. im G0NNA pass! i will!!!! =)



BOUNCYlayss#o2 ``mayb all this while im trying t0 get myself 0ccupied and n0t to tink of anything. im g0nna jus carry all dat burdens on my own. i wanna keep myself 0ccupied s0 dat pain d0esn't c0mes. c0s its painful. i pr0mised myself n0t to tinkf of euu anym0re.. can i d0 it? will i make it? i h0pe so. i wann be high and hide my s0rrows... d0n wann sh0w it out. from tmr 0nwards i'll be INSANElayss#o2....

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

i went chalet yesterday. x)


ytd was anuual cross country at chi garden. wooh met up with ah xian,koh and mun and we went t0 chi garden t0gether. on dat way we had s0 much funny j0kes. lol. settle d0wn int0 our classes and we had 0ur cheer stuff and s0on l0wer sec b0ys race began and den l0wer sec gals and den upper sec b0ys and den upper sec gals... jin heng came in first f0r upper sec b0ys! gl0ry to cactus! and den j0nathan came in first f0r lower sec boys! =) ended kinda sh0rtly. and went hm. k0h came my hse. aft i g0t ready we set 0ff to her hse. den we went to eat at jp and met mun and eunice. and den went t0wn to buy stuff and present. den chien came t0 mit us and we went bugis t0 mit must,chang and kim. must keep saying dat my contacts were scary! l0ls. den went bugis p0int and juncti0n. to0k neos and went chalet. l0ng l0ng joruney. reached. eunice was in gastric pain. s0 wood and des took her in while we paid to get in. den bbq and stuff den was kinda pissed off c0s of my sandals. s0rry to woods,fui and mun didn't mean t0 throw my temper. went hm with koh. t0ok cab. wasted s0 much m0ney! wth.



g0ing to find them later at chalet. bef0re dat gg town with chang and k0h. we g0nna buy bags! hahas i saw my bag at trendy zone! first sight i already wanted t0 buy liao. lols. and oso my sh0rts. and den aft which gg t0 chalet meeting them. yeahs and im g0nna enjoy myself! NICEshow ahead!!!!!!



BOUNCYlayss#o2 ``i've decided t0 give up. all this while it was jus pure l0ve. n0w im withdrawing frm it. i'll be able t0 forget u. ]]

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

i passed my s0cial studies c0mmon test !!!!!!!!!!



aint it s0 great ? i've been s0 pr0ud of myself !!! c0s i passed my s0cial studies test !!!!!!!!!! i've haf been failing f0r dat wh0le of sec 3 yr ! and n0w i passed ! i PASSED ! gees. im jus t0o happy !=) t0day sch was GREAT ! hmms well i can say s0metimes its great but s0metimes i just hate sch s0 much. =/ e m0rning wasn't great at all. i guess its all m0odswing's d0ings agn ! s0metimes i dread having m0odswings. affects mi s0 damn much can. lets get 0n with t0day. chi test was really hard ! i bet i'll get my A1. rest 0f dat less0ns were still fine. had an0ther extra peri0d of english aft sch. had a small cactus meeting and went off t0 jp with l0vers and wo0ds. went t0 eat mac! FATTYfatty FOOD! h0w m i g0nna slim d0wn like this ? l0ls ... went hm aft dat...


tmr we are having our annual cr0ss country run agn !

but this time we changed venue !

its @ chi garden ! its better this way, c0s everyone wont hafta rush bus 0ver to macritchie whr we had it f0r last 3 yrs.

its 3km. its dat day im waiting f0r. l0ls. my last yr gg0nna run well.

im just s0 disapp0inted with sec 4's SL. nup n0 anger but just diappointment. rmb whr we g0t to train as one? whr we went st j0hn island on dat first time? aft which we went agn fer SL training. one m0re last yr. and this yr its g0nna be our last camp. 0ur LAST one. and this time it g0t so unorganised, everything is like s0 messy? and everyone is unpleasant. s0metimes we cant d0 everything dat will please every0ne (i mean its hard). i n0e wad difficulties marcus is facing. but i just h0pe all of dat SLs rmb wad we shared during all this yrs together. the b0nding we had. 0ur close we g0t together. its 0ur last yr and last time. i believe this camp will be a memorable one. i just h0pe everything will be s0vled and we will make 0ur last trip and dats all.. dats wad i expect. let's all d0 it t0gether. it takes 2 hands to clap. just 2 hands. yeahs guys im sure we will 0vercome wad has happen. and we will m0ve on. wadever conflicts we had jus brushed it off.. c0s we are all 1! untied as 1 family ! =)



BOUNCYlayss#o2 [[`` itz all i asked of u guys. we shall make this last 0ne a mem0rable one-]]

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

i l0ve wednesdays !!!!! :)


why? c0s wednesdays less0ns ends just s0 early ! 1.20 !!!!!!! and its like aft my recess i've got 1 period of eng and im free !!!!!! c0s others are d0ing art& dnt s0 we slack here and there abit ! l0ls aft sch went t0 eat .... had a FULL lunch ! AWWW~ fats c0ming agn ! minjie came and taught mi maths ... she went off for guitar while i went up dat hall .... saw dat new c0ach .... in t0tal we haf like 2 ? and 3 0thers wh0m i d0nno wh0 they are and why they are here ? lols... went d0wn at 4 plus and waited f0r eunice .... k0h came sh0rtly and we all went up t0 hall .... c0s dats this handsome guy in dat hall !!!! yeahs .... g0t down and waited for mun till 630 ! and we went hm t0gether .... t0ok mrt hm and g0t hm was s0 tired ! bathe and watch tv ....haven even t0uched my w0rk! l0ls .... im getting LAZY !!!!!


i HATE thurdays !!!!


there's ge0 lessons tmr ! AWW~ i hate that ... its g0nna be so damn b0ring lor ! mr lau will jus nag and 0pen his channel news asia agn ! h0w freaky can this get ? alm0st every lesson he will d0 tat ! i guess tmr im g0nna zZz in class ! =/



BOUNCYlayss#o2 [[`` itz time we m0ve on .... ]]

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

l0ls im jus soHAPPY !!!!! c0s everything's 0ver !!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYeee !!!!!!! i jus l0ve e feeling 0f being s0 HIGH and HAPPY ! =) I FEEL GOOD NAH NAH NAH NAH NAH !!!! GOODlife im enj0ying rite now ! okkies shall start with today... MONDAYblues ! and im realli suffering in school ! life hasn't been t0o g0od cos i can practically hear LL's shoutings orr P's naggings daily ! i guess its free dats why she nags so much !!!!! ss c0mmon test, i d0n realli haf much c0nfidenece anym0re ! =/ less0ns were 0kkies bahs? i mean i paid attenti0n to m0st of it alreadi ! im trying my bestest t0 c0ncentrate in class n0wadays.... i managed to d0 dat but with s0me SPY-KID ard it seems hard...she spied at us fer like 5-1o mins interval? SPY KID! =/ less0ns were over ! GREAT ! but an0ther day g0ne! i went t0 find dat lil ah dek- haha...dat small ah dek wh0se always s0 cute! waited fer mun til she's d0ne with her stuff and off we went makan-ing! OILY FATTY F0OD! EXERCISE! went hm and did 2 BIG rounds of jogging. satisfied =) im g0nna cut d0wn m0re! s0 pls d0n appear in fr0nt of mi with SWEETS,CHOCO,BISCUITS,CHIPS and FATTY STUFF ! oh ya i ate so mani RABBIT SWEETS TODAYY !!! i wann whiter teeth!!!!!! lalala....im feeling s0 high! cant help it! =)



``[[ BOUNCYlayss#o2 jus cry it out wen u feel like- ]]

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

sianzati0n! i can say it sucks! =/


have been slacking at home since m0rning . recently im broke ! cant g0 sh0pping and stuff ... h0w i wish m0ney w0uld dr0p fr0m heaven now ! i've g0t n0thing to do ! i TRIED to read up my ss n0tes but f0und dat i c0uldn't f0cus . and os0 i feel very tired . but i c0uldn't get int0 slp .... s0 decided t0 g0 for a run .... ran frm my hse t0 ben aka niang zi 's hse ! it was HOT ! i g0t stares frm ppl . l0ls . wonder why .... on e way hm NEARLY fainted ! phews ... didn't kn0w wad happen . jus got so giddy that i fell and c0uldn't stand ... a lady was nice en0ugh to help me to the shade ... must be the breakie i ate this m0rning ! its my day t0 meet such nice and helpful pe0ple .... went hm aft i was fine ... chatted with GIRLFRIENDkoh .... she was als0 gonna get b0red to death at home ! l0ls .... went to bath aft i put d0wn that ph0ne ... went 0ut f0r dinner with sis, mom and auntie jac..there's still ss c0mmon test tmr ! shitss !!!!!!! i haven really get d0wn to studying ... tmr is a new day fer mi ! im g0nna lead a BRAND new life .... studies c0mes first ... and all 0f my friends ! im gonna just live my life to dat fullest ! other stuff jus SHOO ! l0vers are all g0nna haf a new life tmr ! fui2: u made a great decision and here u g0 ! =) mun: new specs, new life ! get 0n with studies ! its g0nna end =) koh: stay as cheerful as h0w u g0nna be ! n0t caring wad others d0 ! =)



BOUNCYlayss#o2 - [[ i realise all al0ng i asked fer t0o much- ]]

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

aft that post just now, i wen out fer a walk... it was realli a quiet night . i strolled slowly . in that beginning felt kinda unsecure mayb cos im alone and its dark .... s0 i wasn't too ok until i felt better ... i took a 3o min str0ll . this 3o min str0ll realli lead mi thinking ... i begin to tink dat if im not brave and confident i wouldn't haf gone fer such a stroll alone!


i recalled bck mani events tat took place this yr ... i realise actually i was a brave gal inside my heart... itz all time i need ... im s0meone whom god has made life fer mi hard ... i need t0 g0 thru twice of others and den i can learn ... yeahs this road fer mi will be t0ugh bu im sure l0vers and frens will all stand by me ....

fui u made a great decision ! im supporting u! i guess all of us will . this indeed lead u to a new life like mi . now we are living on our own and not fer others ya! s0 let's just w0rk very very hard fer our studies this yr ! we will be strving together !!!!


i've really learnt nd grown ... fer mi now studies are priority ... i don wann to tink of anything anymore ... it hurtz cos i noe by now i haven learn to walk out of the past ... s0metimes painful memories tend to seek fer mi, but now i'll jus faced it bravely ... i need to walk out of all this ... and im sure everyone my lovers and frens will stand by mi! =)

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

mani things happened recently.... i rmb saying that i h0pe that all that bad luck and stuff will p0ur and happen on me. it has come true.... im not a lucky-go-happy person... im just someone who needs to face up t0 reality n0w. i guess i have been in my dreamland... and all this things that happen was just dreams. when i wake up, it will all vanish... but seems like its n0 l0nger a dream anym0re... i realise its all facts and reality. all this things d0es happen. recently i felt such a great change in myself... i cant seem to accept myself t0o. if i cant accept myself h0w d0 i expect 0thers to d0 so? the change is great... i seemed to be different and very different. perharps this change is fated to be... mayb g0d has prepared and arranged this way and that my life will have to g0 this way... im t0ugh... ya many pe0ple wh0 kn0w me wil say...

"ya she's tough"

"ya of c0s so hyper"

"of c0s! if not how could she be bouncy"

"for sure, see her nick-bouncylayss"


m i realli a str0ng and t0ugh person? i can take on hardships... i guess im just t0ugh on that outside... in there im just a weakling.. in there i cry... i don't show out.. cos many people believe that im str0ng and i can pull thr0ugh... but s0metimes unknowingly i br0ke d0wn. mayb s0metimes i really cant take it s0 i broke down... im just me... a person... a living one... but s0on im g0nna be dead... t0rned and shattered... i've changed...believe it or n0t.


the day was fine... had tuiti0n.. i begin t0 realise i have a l0ng and tedious r0ad ahead fer mi to step 0n and take 0n... s0mehw i w0ke up...im g0nna get studying everyday... fr0m n0w on im jus me s0meone wh0 is just g0nna care b0ut o lvls onli.. had a l0ng nap... did s0me stuff and 0nline...went out to meet gary...g0t 3o bucks! =) went l0t waited fer mummy...went over to westmall...waited there for her till im fed-up,tired and hungry...went hm...da ba0 myself.... g0t to know that mun c0ming to take specs...br0ught her there...she went t0 take 172 t0 her aunt's place...went hm....decided t0 bl0g...here i m again...



im turning int0 a dead 0ne once again... i feel s0 dead... wad a great change over mi! i didn't want t0... it just happen..i just h0pe im fine and i w0n't affect any0ne...i need s0me time t0 get well... many things happen s0 i need to get well... to l0vers,friends and all: im fine.. u guys just let me be...i will be ok...if i suddenly bec0me to0 quiet jus let me be s0...i n0e if im falling ur will be there fer mi t0 fall on. =)


im beginning t0 believe once again... i kn0w and believe miracles starts t0 happen... *ur smile dread away all my tiredness* i l0ve they way u play, ur eyes when u're toking and ur smile... i can still g0 on. im believing...

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

BOOOS ! im bck fr0m m0vie with my c0usin ! i realli think dat e m0vie was w0rth it. well its 49 dayss. and its like a gh0st st0ry. but i guess it was funny,touching and a little horror dats it. a nice show indeed! my 3rd m0vie i've watched this yr. anyw thx to my c0usin she treated mi t0 dat c0s she didn't n0e wad t0 buy fer my b'dae...


today i was so SUAY !VERY VERY SUAY! went to take lrt. tot dat i w0nt be late or smth c0s i went out kinda early. so i g0t to n0e dat lrt is sp0ilt ! but becos it was noisy i couldn't hear wad dat annoucement was fer this... so i waited till hx called mi and said dat she will take cab over ather place abd pick mi up. c0s she was oso stuck in lrt ! and i went d0wn and following by alot of ppl too ! dat lrt prepared shuttle bus fer them. so i waited awhile before hx came and i hopped in and got to lot 1. we both commented dat we are REALLI SUAY! =/ LOL


we g0t lot and went to buy tix and haf dinner. ate mac again ! how mani times a wk must i eat this ! chatted 0ver o's stuff. she t0ld mi mani advices on o's stuff this yr. nag mi t0 start studying. LOL. looks like i MUST realli study! i will ok! we went walking rounds and rounds. c0s its still early fer m0vie. walk till we gonne rot soon. went in early and watched MANIMANI advertisements ! lasted fer 1 hr and 3o mins? went hm.


saw this SOT man at lot. was so scare of c0s la. he was like doing erractic actions and toking to himself. and i was like so scare and hx even said dat dat guiy would tail mi hm! got mi so scared. went t take lrt and finally didn't see dat SOT man anymore. LRT WAS FINALLY FIXED ! got hm and had dat urget to update blOg now. wooHOO =)



I WANN MORE MOVIE TRIPS !!!!!! =)



[[- ` euu jus don understand wad i've been thru, im realli tired ]]

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

-16.2.o6-mon andd its my BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MI, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MI! =) FINALLY16 CAN WATCH nc16!!!!!!!!!!!! wah shuang dao... first i would like to thank my lovers and all those who contributed to my gifts,zm for dat perfume,gary fer dat cup,hanisah for dat chicken little,jas for dat puzzle,denise+zm+huixin+marilyn+kengsia+wood+chien+gitte+kandii+my niang zi(benson) for all those b'dae messages! i realli realli appreciated so much of dat can.




woke up on time today! hahas mayb cos its my b'dae ! went sch and i knew there's gonna be surprise by them ... was so happy when i received my 1st gift frm mun follwed by eunice and lastly kohwei ! i was so touched and happy by wad they gave mi ! its all mickey and minnie stuff ... im realli so touched ! yeahs i love them alot and those who chip in too ! lessons as usual ... how i wish there will be no lessons on my b'dae! wow den i can enjoy whole dae out with frens ! but too bad la. ss test was ok i manage to do it somehow but im worried for dat outcome. me and eunice were so high during lessons~ we enjoyed so much by crappping ... funny laugh, playground,funfair,unlce ringo ... it was like dat wh0le dae we had been saying smth like this. aft sch went hm with eunice ... *details missing*


lovers came my hse at nite to cut cake .... wooh jus love it when there's lovers ard ... mun made her new specs and its in green! her fav colour!!! and i treated them to mac ... they came my hse ... eunice was dat last to arrive ... she came at 9? ya shld be. and she missed dat mac treat ! they were so mad at my hse and mad with my uzap! they keep zappingg and zapping. and koh and mun were laughing like mad ! im gonna zham them later ahs ... wooh and finally cut cake !!!!!!!! yipees ! my cake was oso mickey mouse ! waHAHAS i guess this yr is kinda mickey fer mi.. they went hm ard 1030 ... did geo and went to slp ...


-17.02.06-
HAPPY BIRSTHDAY TO DESTER ! HAPPY BIRSTHDAY TO U! went sch as usual. today's des b'dae ! younger den mi by one dae ! waHAHAS ... lessons were quite okkies ... time seems to pass off so fast ... and when u realise it, its gone ! i can sae u're unfair ! u're jus being baised ! when i tok u catch mi ut when others tok i don see u doing so even iff u see them toking . and pls i wasn't toking to anyone can! i was jus fanning myself and saying dat word HOT to myself and not ANYONE can! get this right before u shout my name so damn BLOODY loud in front of so mani ppl ! i hate u! jus being PUREbaised ! yucks!!!! aft sch didn't noe whr to head fer. planned to go koh's hse but in dat end sat down there playing with a cute little boy. he's damn naughty and playful ! *details missing* went hm while mun went koh hse. im gg movie later with my cousin ! souns exciting? lols.



sometimes im too tired .. i told u before. but dat doesn't seem to change anything. ya im so diff frm her. she's someone dat cant be compared with mi. she's pretty,cute and gentle. while im jus a tomboy or rather a "boy". u will nvr understand how i feel cos u nvr step in my shoes before. sometimes u're jus saying smth to console mi but facts are right in front of mi. i mus learn to accept. im realli tired. loving someone is so tiring ...




[[ ` xi huan kan ni zuo lu chong man zi xin, shou hua shi ni de zhuan zhu yan shen - ]]

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

oops i realise i haven been blogging for long!!!! oh man i realli MISS my blog! realli miss my INSANITY WORLD!!!! hmms shall update wad happen this few dayss...


mon -13.02.06-
sch as usual.(how i wish no school). this time manage to wake up on time and wasn't dreaming. had my e maths common test. was kinda easy for mi. hmms recess somethings happen. i jus hope dat wadver happen has happened and may god bless eunice dat bad things won't befall on her anymore! AND MAY DAT THIEF HAF BAD LUCK IN HER WHOLE LIFE! she cried whole day. aft sch went to jp and bought some gifts for v.day. den went hm with eunice. we both fell aslp i guess we were too tired? and i nearly missed my stop! BUT I DIN =) aft which i came hm and went lot 1 with eunice to buy some more gifts. went hm. got presents ready.


tue-14.02.06-
ITS VALENTINES!!!! WISHING EVERY COUPLE REMAIN SWEET AND HAPPY FOREVER! =) and oso to lovers dat we will be more and more loving each day! CHEERIOS to lovers!!!!!!!! went for seoul garden treat aft sch. eunice din come. she was sick. and so i was kinda lonely in class(but her soul is with mi). peski mi. went to mit her aft sch. and we went jp and got some last min gifts and mit dat guys. wood and ivan came last while gary came first. waited for a while before we had seats and saw some ww ppl in dere. we had an enjoyable dinner. hahas our FOKO MOMOS! =) and went hm. had a HAPOY VALENTINE . i got a BOBO bolster! its dat exchange and i got it! thx lydia for dat biscuit and rose,xdd for oreo and heart. thx somuch peeps! (lovers ur will get urs soon)


wed-15.02.06-
ONE MORE DAY! and its my BIRTHDAY! i rmb last time miss ooi told mi dat whenever its our birthday its our mom's terrible day! cos they had a great pain in giving birth to us on this day! i mus realli LOVE my mama! lessons were fine. and jus got to noe dat this yr i aint gonna enjoy any holi! loads and trucks of lessons and make up coming on!!!!!!!!! oh shit im gonna start rit now! O LVLS here i come!!!!!!!!!!!! =)



waken up to my senses now. faced up to mani things. im glad i did dat. well life has benn so much easier and better for mi! mani things are ahead of mi! i chiong !!!! i love LOVERS and frens! =)

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

the day started off... i was nearly late! went down to wait for cab and den wait for like 2o mins? and i was waiting so impatiently cos its like 645 already and there are no cabs! how pesky can dat cab drivers get? when i needed that cab most, they don't appear but when i don't they appear to haf lots and trucks! i got on the cab at 65o and zoom all the way to sch. reached sch donno for wadever reason i was like so pissed off. mayb its jus some moodswings. wad a "GOOD" morning!



in touch was rushy and funny. naz and mi ran here and dere walk here and dere. lol. and ham and zal were draggy. hahas they manage to drag some time and we need not go for geo. but ham was kinda blur she let out a OOPS at dat end of dat presentation. how sotong she is! aft in touch did some reflection which took up more time and here goes geo and geo test! YIPEE! wee(s) kiat(s) was told to go up dat stage to share with dat school how his maths improve and stuff blah blah blah.



emaths test! here goes it! i could haf one it. jus dat i needed a protractor and compass so urgently. but i was such sotong to haf forgotten and thought that its on mon that we need to bring! and i wasted my 9 marks! another gone case. told myself this yr no failing of tests! hais but it happen time aft time. looks like i MUST realli get down to study. chi was kinda boring la. we as usual did our test in our OWN way-copy- hahas. and tok here and dere and ruhua wasn't pleased. hahs she's everytime with such face. lols.


went for lunch. crap here and dere. went bck to sch. get ready for release of o's. but im not taking dat results its my senoirs. so we got bck to hall. and waited for everything to settle down. P started off giving such LONG and BORING speeches. got us so bored. and she started to nag and blah blah blah. went ard seeing how they scored. gary got 17. kinda good ler. top student is dat sickening MINJIE! hahs everytime chat with her she will ah not mi one la. and den now! ahahs. she got 11 for L1 R5! PEI FU PEI FU!


cabbed hm. dat cabby was damn slow! i mean DAMN! he's like trying to earn more money lor. mi and eunice shared dat cab and end up when it reach my hse was like 1o bucks! first time taking such ex cab! lol. got hm was so tired. did some wrapping for dat valentine gifts. haven got to buy dat exchange one. well mayb tmr? well see how la. for now im very tired!!!! ARGHS PMS!


im so excited b'dae coming in 6 days!!!!!

&&; /Signed by Yours Truly.

tiring dae today. had geo for 2 periods cant tahan. MR LAU keep on looking at mi seeing whether im falling aslp not! and when i tok to zal he caught mi. was like so .... bck in class fer chi was caught by MISS LIM for eating! wah mans so suay can. den during chi dat RUHUA gave mi attitude which i donn like ppl to do so. so i argued bck with her. unlucky dae man!


during phys was worst. mr chor wont give dat sub sci ppl ws. and dere we argued with him and stuff. i jus don understand why la. such a big discrimmination !!! i don like it man. and den everyone will shout here and dere and den argue and stuff. last yr ler still like dis. IM GG MAD! chem was terrible i don understand a single thing! i missed out so much and mon gonna meet ms sim for extra lessons. this few days almost everyday extra lessons!


aft sch went for lunch. had in touch stuff. din do anything and went to find them. sat dere and ate. waited a while before they decided to go mich hse. im too tired to go so ileft with wood,ivan and chang. was so tired dat i took cab at je. cant stand dat tiredness!!! im DEADtired.


why has stuff been happening so much lately? when i tot gd things come and all shld be happy? ut to my surprise it caused misery to all. lovers were so stressed, and i meann all 3 of them. i see them being so stressed and oso sometimes so sick im feeling so terrible inside. cos when will lovers be well agn? sometimes im tired. and when i see them stress i realli wanna lend them my shoulder. i don wann any of them to be sad. i rather things turn out bad for mi den for them. jus hope dat dis stress period will pass. lovers pls be bck!!!!!

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slept damn early ytd cos had a match and my eyes weren't feeling too well. so can say had a good slp but not deep! i nid more slp~ thou in sch i still yawned abit today but jus don realli feel like sleeping.




realli regret smth so much. how could this be? hahas in jus a few mths things turned out to be dat way it shldn't be. BUT its now a fact! cos sometimes don judge a bk by its cover! pls don judge somone by looks! if u donno him/her well den u shut dat fu*k up k! don blabber all ur rubbish and shit outta ur mouth. cos it simply stinks! well this is my blog and its dat fact so im jus stating it here. anyone with any comments jus come to mi den. i'll be more den happy to enetertain u. =) so when u donno someone well on jus judge k! fu*k off!



hmms recently all my frens are so stresssed up! wad shld i do? hahas. im known for being funny. well i must tink of some ideas to brighten their day. oh ya today xdd gave mi a candy cane! how gd my didi is ! =)


i was nearly scolded. while having detention MY FIRST AND ONLI DETENTION in sch today. i ran to tok to them near whr i had detention. and suddenly iheard LL shouting and called valerie and frens over. immedialety i siam! pretend to go toilet and went bck to my seat. and found dat their bags were all ard mi! SHIT! and den LL came over and asked bout mi and dat bags. so i jus told her datbags were jus now at dat bench and i saw its like gonna rain so i was being kind and out dat bags in. she believe mi! heng ahs!!!!! nvr get them into trouble! PHEWS! actually supposed to go at 5 but she told mi to go at 530!!! arghs!!!!!!!!!


went jp and ate kfc. saw xdd's kakak! hahas. went hm aft a short walk! got so tired. im resting early tonight! =)



mun-don get so stressed, i believe mircacles do happen. and i trust dat ur efforts were be put off. don cry ya. my shoulder is here for u =)


fui-u don get so stressed too! dat world is big. sometimes dat someone is dere for u at dat other end. and don get affected by some ppl's doings! cos they are jus jealous of u =)


koh- remain cheerful as my gf hor! u ahs nowadays a bit ahs. and oso mad liao! control!!! =)


wood- u too take care! ur face shows dat u are very stressed! =)

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[[ `tiring dae ]]




im realli tired now! ytd nite was horrible! i rubbed my eyes itll i haf dat feeling of gg blind! hais i guess i realli nid to take gd care of my eyes. COS I DON WANN TO GO BLIND!!!! =/ dis morning when i wore my contacts it was painful and dat pain comes and goes! wad a day spoilt jus by dis!


had a match with cckss. we could haf won, but i din play well enough! i lost my last match!!!! fu*k mans! hais i feel so guilty dat i dragged everyone to lose. cos they were all so excited bout winning. and den when they played i gave them advices and stuff and when i play i lose so terribly! everyone of them keep comforting mi. well gurls im fine. jus nid time k. don worry. got bck to sch and cried in front of lovers. mun cried too cos she was so stressed out by POA! all thx to dat AGNES! well mun don worry jus go for it! =)


went jp. ate mac. while in mac saw those sce 1 with untied hair! i was omg wad did they do! i got up and asked them to tie their hair and they told mi they got bck frm swimming lessons and their hair was still wet. but well they look so ulgy with dat! went buying stuff and i got dis gal to tie up her hair and oso her frens. well they weren't happy but they hafta!


lovers are all so stressed today! hope things get better tmr!


i didn't dare to tell mom bout my eyes. she will sure blame mi for wearing contacts! and hafta spend money to go to dat doctor! hais wad to do? can anyone tell mi? im realli so scare of getting blind!!! its realli dat fear and oso dat feeling of so scare getting blind. mayb im over-anxious BUT im realli scare. RUBBING EYES SUCKS! =/



` i don wanna get blind! can anyone save mi? hais! dat fear!!!

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[[ FU*KING DAY! `GOH U SUCK! ]]


was late for sch today! i didn't set my alarm~!!!!!!!!!!! gosh and i jumped outta bed and rush everything! aunty was kind enuff to drive mi dere. had a BIG JAM on dat way and i reached sch lyk 755? i went in GO wanted to get late-comer slip but mdm jeanette told mi to report to OM! so i did. he was BLUR! I MEAN REAL BLUR! he told mi to stand dere and i waited for lyk a few shit mins for him? and he went out i got out too! he told mi to sit with those ppl who kena caught for hair. so i did. soon mr koh tok to those kena caught and they were dismissed. so i asked OM whr to head for. he was VERY BLUR! i wrote down my name on dat late comer slip. was told to report during recess. HE DIN SAE ANYTHING BOUT DETENTION! so i went off.



recess i went to report. miaa lau was dere. so i sat down and started my reading.

miss lau: laychen why are u late
mi: woke up late
miss lau: ur parents?
mi: they drove mi here
miss lau: normally u wake up urself
mi: ya

damn boliao! and den she told mi LAYCHEN U HAFTA REPORT FOR DETENTION COSCAME AFT 730! i was like huh and wth! OM din say anything. but i haf no choice so i jus hafta go no matter wad.


aft sch, i was told dere's gonna be eng remedial so we went down for lunch. saw miss lau and i tok to her bout my eng and detention. she told mi to confirm with her my timing and everything. so i went looking high and low for dat STUPID TCHER IN CHARGE! and finally i found her. so i went and asked her. den when i got down miss lau was having meeting. so i decided to go GO to find OM and tell him! i waited and waited. and dere's dis boy with mi gonna go detention. OM came aft a "SHORT" while. and he told us dis

I CANT LET U GUYS DETENT NOW! ITS LIKE SO LATE! AND UR GONNA DETENT TILL 8 IF UR START NOW! HOW BOUT TMR?

i told him dis : I GOT TOURNAMENT AND I MUST GO.

OM: DETENTION IS PROPRITY! U CANT GO TOURNAMENT!


how fu*king can he get? i mean pls lor cca first! hello im here to trying to win some glory for WWSS and dere u got dis fu*king attitude saying i CANT go! how BIG are u? JUS AN OM! wad a BLUR OM! i can say u REALLY SUCK! ur jus a person who is jus so forgetful! u pls retire la! wah man! im REALLI HATING DIS SCHOOL NOW! first thing dis yr im graudating is nvr get bck to wwss!!!!! nvr will i go bck! cos they really suck! why must they treat us like DOGS? i cant stand it anymore~! i jus wish time will pass faster !!!! if i happen to be saying dat graduating speech dis yr i will say I'LL NVR FORGET AN OM IN MY LIFE! MR GOH!



my grades are dropping! hais i guess i hafta set up a plan soon. a STUDYING PLAN! and den work hard towards dat! and do well in o's! oh ya miss sim was so nice to paste dat cut off pts for getting into diff courses or jc. and i got to noe dat mass com is 13!!!!!! meaning i hafta score at least an A2 in all my subjects!!!!! how can???????????? nvm i will believe in myself! WORK HARD! =)



[[ `i lOve fOko-momos!!!!! ]]

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jus came hm! lols. guess whr i went last nite? ton!!!! hahas. it was realli fun! set off to wood hse. mun and koh were so late ! hahas. forgive them la. my lovers lehs. and den chang came to mit mi first at je. we took to dover and took bus to his hse. they were playing billard when we reached and locked dat door somemore din wann to let us in. we went to enjoy at dat pool dere. i mean we sat dere and slack till we went up to wood hse. ate and it was yummy! played with kopi(wood's dog) hahas at first was so scare but in dat end got to noe dat kopi was scare of us more. slack alot at wood hse and his rm. wahahas we were mad inside his rm! playing pillow fight and stuff. all mad! BUFFET TIME! eat and eat! got to get some GREAT seats! hahas. went off to his rm and GAMBLE TIME!!!! gary came. hahas more fun! we decided to go for midnight movie at cini and to mit eunice. so off we went. we alighted too front and we walked all dat way till cini! damn hot!!!!! we slacked and oso got to take some neos there! wooah dat neos dere were so cool!!!!! nxt time mus go more often! hahas. den off we went movie. i slp dat other half of dat show till end! i was far too tired! aft dat show ended we went to taje cab bck to wood hse. ATE AGN! magee mee!!!! and oso some weird stuff by CHEF GARY LIM! slacked till 5 and i doze off. dat rest too. but guys slp at 7!!!! hahas.



took such a long time to wake up. PIG WOOD LA! hahas and gary oso! hahas and den got everything ready off to town! went to bugis! with mun's cousin too! gg to watch i not stupid too! hahas. well when it ended i can say it was a cry,laugh,crym,laugh show~!!!! hahas. i cried so much! it was worth it! =) went hm aft dat. well were so tired. gonna slp early tonight! tmr dere's sch!!!!

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I MISS BLOGGING!!!! =) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DUCKIE AKA DOUGLAS!


haven been able to blog for a few days. i've been real busy and tired!!! since sch started aft CNY i haf been almost busy everyday. time is passing very fast!!! its now feb!



fri-03.02.06
ytd an excitingstuff happen in sch! FREE HAIR CUTTING SESSION! plus we pon lessons! hahas. we went for SL meeting aft assembly. supposed to go geo rm for lesson and it was like 835 so we strolled dere. mi ham and zal. and we saw chien,averil and xinya. so we decided to pon geo together! wahaha(AINT WE BAD?) we sat outside dat boys' toilet beside dat geo rm. and some other nt kids joined us cos they too wanted to pon. but they were too NOISY! sat dere till MISS SIM!!!! we all chiong in dat boys' toilet! mi,zal,xy and averil hid in one cubicle. one ham and fareez one cubicle! so we hid and waited. fareez went out first and tok to miss sim. and den becos zal was too tall he was seen by miss sim! so he went out. we all gals stayed. until he called us out saying she noe ler. well ur shld noe wad happens aft dat. gotta write apology letter to mr lau and stayed bck on fri during reces!!! hahas. blame us for being naughty. =/


came hm and slp till 4 untill my tutor came. realli understand everything more ler. jie's frens came over and eat and play. we ate steamboat agn! full till one kind! waited to use com till i fall aslp! hahas.

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